Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Wicked NOT Dead: A True Blood Fan Fiction Chapter 17


ALCIDE

" Becca" He was pinned against the seat of his truck his hands in the air at his sides. The cab was completely fogged over and the air inside was stifling hot. Rebecca was leaned back against the steering wheel her eyes half open. He had no idea how she wasn't pressing the horn but it wasn't going off and since she wouldn't answer he doubted she would clue him in on the answer to that. A spasm ran through his body shaking his core and his first reaction was to grab hold of her. He wanted to but the last time he'd tried he'd gotten burned. Literally. Rebecca was like a radiator that bursts from over use on the middle of the highway in the middle of a sweltering Louisiana August. He leaned back against the seat and tried to relax. He wasn't going anywhere until Rebecca was good and ready. He gave some thought to what had got him here.
He'd known exactly what she wanted when she returned to the table and taken a seat on his lap. He'd been surprised by the action, a bit embarrassed knowing everyone was looking but when she smiled at him he forgot all about it. She had wrapped her arm around him and whispered in his ear that it was time to go in a way that told him she meant business. He'd been having a good time, actually enjoying the company but knew an even better one was waiting for him once he got out there. So when she stood he'd let her lead them around the table with their goodbyes. After giving thanks to Sookie and Sam for the food and the booze and getting a promise from Crawfish to get Janice back to Belle Vita he'd put his arm around her waist and lead her from the bar. No one at the table had any doubts about why they were leaving and Alcide couldn't help to feel good about their envy. He was leaving with a hot blooded dime on his arm nothing better to feed an ego than that. They walked hand and hand through the parking lot not saying a word but both anticipating what was to come. Rebecca's hand was dry but incredibly warm the fact that he could feel it meant she was running hotter than him. Immortals get colds don't they? he thought expecting Rebecca to respond that yes they did but not to worry she was fine. He looked down at her when none of that happened. She was looking straight a head her face a blank. Maybe she just wasn't listening in or maybe something was just wrong. He hoped she wasn't coming down with anything but he didn't want to ask. He was trying not to spend so much time worrying about her health and safety when they were in each others company. It was mostly pocket guilt and at this point and was more self serving and less about her. Rebecca was fine, if she wasn't she would tell him so. He opened her door and gave her a hand inside. She engaged him with a sweet smile of thanks as she adjusted her dress and he closed the door. As he walked around to drivers side the door to Merlotte's opened and he caught the sounds of laughter coming from the inside. His sisters had been among them and he chuckled wondering what had been said to bring an uproar to the table they had just left behind. No one else had seemed to be in a hurry to leave which meant they would have the house to themselves for a while. Or maybe not, his mind reminding him that Mason was sure to be lurking around the house somewhere. From what he could gather he and Becca had yet to work things out, though he did come to her aid the night Fabio Vamp had shown his ass. He opened his door, propelled himself inside by holding on to the window frame and as he closed the door Rebecca was on him. She straddled him with a swiftness rivaled only by one of her vampire buddies. His hands had automatically gone to her hips so she finished closing the door with way more force than was necessary.
" Hello" she said quietly. Her voice held an attempt at sounding innocent but her body language didn't even bother trying. Her hands ran up the length of his chest and gently caressed each side of his face.
" It is frightening how much I missed you while you were away." Her thumbs brushed against his lips.
" You have become a craving and I'm in need of a fix."
He kissed her fingers and pulled her in he'd missed being this close to her. He'd missed the way she looked at him like there was no other person in the world, the way she felt as she melted into him, her intoxicating scent. His addiction was just as fierce as hers. He was more than willing to give her whatever she needed as long and as hard as she wanted it.
" You promise?" she leaned into him her chest brushing his, her mouth now to his ear. She bite down lightly and pushed her hands into the back of his jeans grabbing his ass.
" Here?" he questioned. They were parked in the corner of the lot. It was secluded and the only light hitting them came from the streak of the moon hanging in the sky above them.
She nodded her head and bite down on her lip. At the moment she wanted him badly and waiting wasn't an option. Considering he'd been waiting all day to get at her he was inclined to let her have what she wanted.
His arms incased her, his palms hitting the bare flesh of her upper back. She sighed as her brought her forward until her lips were no more than an inch away from his.
" Wanna taste?" he asked huskily. Her eyes darted back and forth across his face.
" Yes please" she replied as she enclosed the remaining gap between him and pressed her lips against his. His senses recognized the taste of her instantly. He knew instinctually how her head would tilt, where her tongue would be so his could dart ahead to meet it. Exactly how much pressure she would use when she took his bottom lip between her front teeth. Every move made was a complement to the last. They fit together with an ease he'd never known this soon but it didn't lessen the excitement of it. If anything it made it even hotter. He didn't have worry about ruining the mood or changing the momentum by making a wrong move. He knew what pushed her buttons and she eagerly pressed all of his. He was flush and lightheaded. The temperature in the cab was climbing higher by the second. They were eating up the oxygen pretty damned quick to. In between fevered kisses he prayed he wouldn't pass out before they finished. She brought his focus back on her by filling his head with sexy sentiments and broken sentences. Her desire to undress him keeping her from making complete sense.
She unbuttoned his shirt and kissed and caressed his chest. " Found me another six pack" she wiggled her eyebrows at him and then ran her tongue across the lines of his abs. "Okay at least eight " she giggled at the annoyance that ran through is mind over being short changed.
It had been a long time since he'd made out in the car like this. He'd forgotten how fun it could be and how unbelievably confining. There was a cramp steadily growing up his left side the pain of which caused him to tense up. Rebecca stopped sat up straight and sent him a " Sorry hun". She shifted her weight to give him some relief. She then ran her hand along his side, the pain slipping away at the touch of her fingertips. " Better?"
"Yeah" He replied not at all surprised she'd been able to remove the stitch with ease. They picked up where they left off and since he was unencumbered by the pain in his side he was able to fully commit to what they were doing.
She starting on the buttons of his jeans. " Could you have found a pair with more buttons?" she let out a frustrated groan and then stopped to steady herself. Every part of her was shaking and the one thing that could ease her was encased in denim.
He took over the task himself (just as eager as she was) but froze as he released the last one. Footsteps were hitting gravel. A couple of guys had come out of the bar and were tossing jokes back and forth to one another. They both listened as their car doors shut, the engine revved and tires crunched the ground and headed down the road.
Anyone could walk by and see them. Like before in the bar if they got caught now they could easily explain the situation as it was away without to much embarrassment.
" You want to stop?" She asked the question but his answer wasn't really required. As she said it she'd put her hands into his opened jeans and and started to stroke him. He watched her work him his gaze going back and forth from her face to her hands which despite their owner having the shakes moved in long steady stroked up and down the shaft of his dick. It felt to good. There was no way he was leaving this lot without fucking her. He ran his hands up her arms and pushed his thumbs through the straps of her dress. Slowly he pulled them down freeing the fabulous breasts that had been tempting him all night and set to some work of his own.
        " Becca" he called again this time with some force behind it. She came alive in an instant the fog in the cab lifted and the air becoming cooler. As a part of him was still inside her he could feel her cool down as well.
" Oh hell" She exclaimed looking around surveying the damage they had done. The metal bar that ran along the top of the cab was bent down in the middle, there was a crack in the windshield and then their was the door. Rebecca's hand was still grasping it and her fingers when removed would leave at least a half an inch deep impression in the metal. Finally cool enough to touch Alcide took her hand with a small pop gently removed it.
" I've had some smoking hot sex in my life but that shit was out of bounds." He checked each finger to make sure they were intact and then turned her palm up into his. A few minutes ago he was sure he was going to break her in half. Now he couldn't imagine handling her with anything other than kid gloves. She was fierce and fragile and Alcide loved both sides.
" I didn't hurt you did I?" she traced the red streak that went across his palm. The bar they'd been holding on to for leverage had singed him and part of the fun had been seeing how long he could hold onto it while he thrust deeper and deeper inside her. The pain of of the burning had increased the pleasure of the sex. She may have hurt him but he'd liked every moment of it.
" I'm good. More than good actually." He was sorry when she slid off of him and covered up the the view. His mind flashed away from her for just a second but of course she caught it.
" Well considering what a great rack she's got I'll take that as a tremendous complement." He made a metal comparison of two perfect pairs of tits but Rebecca didn't take offense since hers were the ones he liked best. The ones he got to look at, to touch, to feel. to suck on....
" Okay Okay I got it. You like my tits. Jeez your such a man." She swatted at him but he grabbed her hand and yanked her to him.
" You alright?" She was trying to make light of it but Alcide could sense that while she enjoyed herself
( three times by his count) she was scared by it to.
" A bit overwhelmed by the intensity of the moment. I've heard of sparks flying but generally it's theoretical and not literal." she situated herself sideways in the seat next to him so she had a perfect view as he tucked and adjusted his junk and rebuttoned his jeans. He didn't bother to with the buttons on his shirt. It was to damned hot in the car as it was.
She clicked her tongue on the roof of her mouth " Have mercy if you please" She mumbled to herself and turned to sit straight ahead as he turned on the engine and pulled down out of his spot. He grinned at his reflection in the rear view mirror it was fun getting a rise out of her. He wondered if he could get away with anything just by flashing his penis.
" About as much as I could get away with by letting you put that penis in me." She snuggled her way down into the seat resting on her side with her head on his thigh.
" Well that would cover just about anything I could think of" She stifled a laugh into his jeans. He let his arm fall across hers and a few moments later she took hold of it and held it by her chest like a security blanket.
" The last few days I had to stop myself from thinking that the last few weeks had all been a dream. I'd wake up in the middle of the night my heart racing so sure that all of it had been in my head. But then I would look around me and see that I was lying in the house that you helped to rebuild. Or I'd walk into the bathroom and see your shirt hanging on the back of the door and the pant leg of your sweats hanging out of the hamper and I would know that it was real. Most of the time when I was feeling the worst anxiety over your absence you would call or text me or I'd feel your hand touch my cheek. I don't suppose I should expect that the doubt of twenty plus years vanishes in the matter of days. But I still wish that I didn't fret frantically sometimes when you are not near me. I felt you go past this afternoon. Knew you were so close and my heart hurt when you kept going." He flinched at the idea of causing her pain. She squeezed his hand " I know you had to go home first. I know it. I don't expect that every moment of your life is going to be filled with me. I wouldn't want that. You were your own man before you meet me I don't want that to change. I just want you to know how damned happy I was when I heard this damned truck pull into my drive. I ran through that house like it was on fire and it was actually Crawfish that yelled into my head as I reach the door to keep my cool and so I stopped dead in my tracks and waited."
" I could tell. There were rubber marks on the brand new wood of the porch." He teased but then changed his tone to match hers. " I spent most of the time I was gone wondering what you were doing. If you were okay. If you were sitting at the picnic tables drinking snapple and laughing at Crawfish's jokes. Do you know I crave those damned snapples now? Bought one just about every time I stopped for gas and read the damned tops to" He reached down into the pocket on the side of the door and pulled out a handful of tops as proof.
" I saved the fuckers so you could read them to" She took them and flipped one over to read what it said. It was a fact about Rino's. It made her smile.
"I decided while I was away that when I got back I'd quit hiding what you are to me. I spent hours chasing pavement listening to songs on the radio about lost loves and missed chances and I thought What the fuck are you doing Alcide? Who do you think your fooling? Anyone could take one look and know you were mad about her. All that bullshit about wanted to keep it professional in front of the crew. They'd be the biggest champions of me finding someone decent having watched me fuck up every chance I've had or wondering why the hell I picked the women I did. You are decent Becca. Not perfect but perfect for me and I know it. More than that you've brought me closer to happiness than I've ever known. Lord knows I didn't it possible to find a woman who can not only take my shit but give it right back to me and not in a destructive way. I've known that plenty and now that I know something different I can't help but wonder why I waisted so much time on relationships and flings with people who were always looking for a fight or something other than what they had right in front of them. I guess I didn't think I was worth shit to no one, that I didn't deserve no better than what I was getting."
" You know that that is not true. Your worth your weight in gold Alcide Herveaux." She sat up and he had to stop the car in the middle of the street when she wrapped her arms around him and held him tightly. He believed that she believed what she said and that was a start. Sometimes you just needed one person who believed in you. Becca believed and wasn't afraid to love him, all of him. He was willing to bet she'd even accept the parts of him she had yet to see.
"Never thought that I'd want to actually think about my life past the day I was in or actually want to have anybody beside me for any real length of time. I've never expected the good times to last cause just about everyone I've ever cared for has let me down. I let them make me hard and shut everyone out. I ain't saying that's going to change with everyone but I've given up trying to keep you out. Your in Becca and I hope you realize what the fuck you've gotten yourself into." She held on even tighter, the wetness from her teardrops spreading across the back of his shirt. "The only thing I've ever fought for is my business. It's what I've lived for until now. Now I got something else worth fighting for."
Headlights behind them on the road broke the spell and he gently removed Rebecca who sniffed and wiped away the tears as he got the truck moving again.
" There's some tissues in the glove box" He told her keeping his eyes on the road while she cleaned herself up.
" Thanks." she returned to choked up to say more. She blew her nose as discretely as possible and then stayed at arms length so he could concentrate on driving.
When Belle Vita came into view, much of it's facade in various stages of repair he said a silent hello to the old girl and thanks for what her resurrection has brought him. The porch light was on and at least a couple lit the bottom floor. Three cars sat in the drive. He parked his next to Mason's.
" Good to be home huh Becca?" He found he was happy to be here himself.
Her eyes were reddened from crying but they still crinkled in the corners in delight of seeing her new place.
" Home" she let the word role off of her tongue like she was hearing it for the first time. Rebecca had lived in many places, most of them in the years following the deaths of her family. This was the first place she'd called that since then that actually qualified. It was the place she'd been searching for and had at hand all along. Rebecca had waisted some time of her own. She slid out of the cab of the truck and let her feet hit the ground. Solid and sure and not going anywhere. Yeah he heard her think " It's really good to be home."
The opening of the door blasted them with a comforting coolness and Alcide slide inside behind his girl closing the heat of the night out with the click of the knob. He heard no one moving around and the old slightly sweet scent of Vampire was faint in the foyer.
" They are over at Williams." she said placing her keys in their usual place. Saffy and Emmy appeared from the darkness behind the staircase signaling to their human that she had duties to tend to. They had the house to themselves after all. He followed Becca down the hall and into the kitchen.
" They just being social or is something up?"
" Social" she replied pulling the container of cat food from under the counter nearest their bowls. " They are playing poker believe it or not"
Alcide opened the fridge and pulled out some tea. " Who's winning?" The idea of Vampires playing poker was amusing.
" At the moment Silvia and the boys are pissed. They've got quite the party of their own going." she gave each girl a rub behind the ears as they set in on their dinner.
He couldn't help but wonder who was on their dinner menu. Rebecca gave him a look. Clearly she was unpleased with his thought process.
" With Fabio Vamp dead and Debbie locked down Mason and the remaining crew heading to New Orleans?" He hated that the part of him that wanted him be leaving was the one who spoke. There was a hope in his voice that couldn't be hidden. It was burned into his nature to dislike vampires. He liked Mason better than any he'd known before and he'd done nothing wrong. It was just that it would be easier if he left.
" No Mason and those remaining will be staying close for the time being. He and William were sure there was more than one Vampire. Mason does not want to leave William alone here to look after us until they are sure that there is no other trouble heading this way. They are being cautious and not just for my sake." She gave him a pointed look. He was properly chastised before she blinked. It hurt her to think he couldn't accept people the way she did. The fact that it was someone so close to her made it worse. She said nothing though. She wasn't the kind to try and make up someone's mind for them.
"The crew he has sent can handle the house in New Orleans and there are still some things that need to be done here. There is also the prep work for Mason's house."
Alcide handed a glass of tea to Rebecca. The cats chomped away at their feet. Yes there was always Mason's house.
Rebecca sighed and sat down "Do you hate him?" she'd had enough.
" No I don't hate him Becca." it was an honest if not complete answer.
" Do you think he hates you?"
" No I wouldn't be standing here if he did." that to was true. Mason would have killed him for leaving Rebecca broken even if it had been against her wishes if he had wanted to.
" Then why the sudden animosity shift? I know your kinds have a long history of distain and mistrust. But surely there must have something different here from the start or you wouldn't have taken this job. You've known from the beginning that Mason was a fixture in my life. You know our history. It has never been something I have kept from you. Before you left you talked of fixing the rift between you. You were confident you could come to a peaceful coexistence so what happened between then and now?
" He's still in love with you." He'd known that to before he had left but it was hearing the distress in Rebecca's voice when speaking of him that set him to thinking about it in the wrong way.
" Yes he is." she looked out the kitchen window. He wished she'd lie to him once and a while.
The wind was starting to pick up outside. It was picking up the dirt and tossing the trees at the edge of the back yard around. The sky he could see in between them was even darker than before. He could smell the rain coming even from inside. He looked at Rebecca and wondered if the sudden shift in the weather had to do with the shift in her mood. Well if the rain was going to fall....
" Are you in love with him?" He didn't mean it in a we will always be connected kind of way. Or the he is my best friend kind of way. He wanted to know if there was any chance she wanted to..
" I don't wish to fuck him NO" He flinched,he also wished she wasn't quite so blunt. The way she answered made him look like a douche. He would have bite back in the past but her gaze held a fed up with being asked that rage that told him to let it go. The look disappeared as quickly as it came.
" But I do understand what he is going through and it makes me feel like we never properly closed the door on that time of our lives. We didn't have a fight. We didn't talk it through. We simply stopped being lovers. It just ended. As suddenly as it began actually. I guess we shouldn't have assumed nothing had changed between us. Sex has a way of changing the dynamic of any relationship. It was foolish to think that it wouldn't be the same for us. It's just fully manifested itself now. At the most inopportune time"
The lights flickered at Rebecca's eyes fluttered. Alcide had gotten his answer in the usual Rebecca manner. Straight forward and often with far more information than the person asking had wanted to know. She'd covered the bases well on this one.
" He may never act on what he's feeling for you. Out of respect for your feelings or maybe even out of respect for mine but that don't change that he wants you. Seeing you with another man..."
" The man" she inserted. Quit making it worse he sent back.
"Seeing you with me has brought up some shit he thought he'd put away. I know where he's head is at. I've been there. How can I not worry 'bout it Becca when you sure as hell do."
" Your right. I am worried. I had hoped that it would be a minor bump in the road but things are simply not right between Mason and I. He is fighting his nature to demand and per-cure. It's not any easier for him to control what he is than it is for you to control the other part of you. There is more to it than you finally arriving in my life but he will not speak more than a few words to me at a time so I haven't been able to work anything out of him. He stays though and I feel his concern. Not only for me but for you and this house and all of the friends I have made here. He feels the tug of this place as much as I do. He wants to settle down. He wants to be away from the constant prying of my family. He knows that if I set my roots to grow here he can stay. He wants a bit of silence. He feels that he can find it here. He also worries that there is something more coming. Something we haven't seen yet and while it kills him to be here. He stays. He is loyal to a human. To his kind that is a weakness. To him it is a part of his humanity that he has held on to. A part of which so many others have dismissed as soon as the were reborn. He bonded himself to my family willingly and has protected the family line for centuries. We are his family and he would never abandon his family and the responsibilities he holds within it. He is unlike any other Vampire you will ever know. I know what most of them are Alcide. The Russell Eddington's and Sophie Anne's out number those like Mason ten fold. Anyone else would have taken me and if I resisted drained or turned me. So while I am worried I will wait. For when I needed him most he was there for me. I believe I owe him some time to get over what he is feeling now. It is what I would do for anyone whom I cared for." she paused and reached for his hand. " I do not wish for you to be uncomfortable or for you to doubt me but he is my family. He is my blood. He is part of my pack."
He understood all that she said. How many times had he endured far worse in the name of the pack? At least here there wasn't non stop plotting and backstabbing. He just knew that if he were Mason he'd fight til the death to have her. He didn't want Rebecca to have to choose and he didn't want the day to come when Mason could no longer control what brewed inside him. If that day came someone was going to get hurt. More than likely someone was going to die. Their would be no forgiving then. Or would there?
" The idea that either of you would cause bodily harm to the other horrifies me." She would hold contempt for whomever remained. " Alcide, he has fought any urge he has had to even touch you. If you ever find yourself tempted. Provoked. You must do the same." There was fear in Rebecca's eyes. It wasn't that she thought him any less capable. He didn't lack in ability or viciousness when called for. But Mason was cunning, skilled and thousands of years old.
" He would kill me." he held her gaze. There was no false hope hiding in her face. She knew he would die and the idea of it wrecked her. If it actually happened it would ruin her.
He ran his hands through his hair. " I ain't looking to start a fight Becca. He's got cause to mistrust me. I got cause to mistrust him. But I'm going try and have faith that things will work themselves out. I don't doubt you Becca. I just ain't thrilled with the current situation. I'll trust you to handle your business. You trust that I won't take it lightly if he moves in on you. I ain't to keen on the idea of dying but I ain't gonna just let him run wild where your concerned either."
She thought most of his concerns were unfounded. But she had a different experience with Vampires than he did. She was willing to take whatever compromise he was offering. Anything to keep the peace.
" I respect how you feel. About all of it and I also understand you would never be able to sit idly by in anything that concerned me. You want to protect me. As does he. But just as I respect that you are more than one half of our whole you must respect the same in me. I know more about what is happening between Mason and I than you do. You must let me do what I need to do to make things right. You have to except that eventually this situation will have a resolution and most importantly you have to understand that Mason can not hurt me. He would not hurt me. He can however take you at will. I am asking you to stay out of it. I will not be able to wipe away any altercations that may go down between you. If you come to blows verbally or physically it will be with us forever. I will do what I have to do to insure that neither of you die because of me.
He realized the implications of that last sentence. Without saying so directly Rebecca was letting him know that she could stop them. For every sweet lady like quality she possessed she had another that was as strong and hard edged as any woman he'd ever encountered. Rebecca held power and she would weld it to keep her best friend and her lover for denying her either of their company.
He nodded. There was nothing else to say. It was in his best interest to do as she asked. She would tell Mason the exact same thing if she had not already done so. He refused to be the weak link in the chain. He was here to be with her so as long as Mason was respectful of his relationship with Rebecca he would do the same. He wished this conversation had never happened. It made him feel like shit for bringing his baggage into this situation.
" If you feel it you should express it. We are not always going to agree. But if we are honest we can find a common ground, a compromise as a way to solve our differences."
She stood and came over to him. She touched him lovingly " You are my dearest truest love. I want no harm to come to you. Ever." She put her arms around him and within seconds his arms found their way around her. He held close the comfort he felt when he held her. He marveled at the fact he'd had an conversation about something that bothered him without screaming and throwing stuff. No one broke out with the low blows or went for the jugular. Guess this is how people in a healthy relationship handled things. It felt odd and not quite right to him. Doing things this way was going to take some getting used to.
" Ready to head upstairs?" he let his hand slide down her back just enough to get her attention. There celebratory evening had gotten way to serious. He wanted things to swing back in the other direction. He wasn't quite ready to call it a night. He wanted to find out if you could still have make-up sex in a "adult" relationship.
" I believe that what you are thinking of is oh so possible." she kissed him " and will be happy to see if it can be done if I may have a few minutes first. There is something I need to do before I turn in for the night."
" All right." he stood and walked with her out of the kitchen hitting the light switch as he passed it. He started to ask what it was that couldn't wait til morning but she broke in before he could.
" You go on up. I promise I won't be long." She had stopped in front of the library. It could be something work related, or possibly she wanted to spend a moment writing in her journal but somehow he didn't think it was either of those things. He went back to what had happened in the truck earlier. He'd wanted to ask about ever since but had been distracted. The energy in that small space had engulfed him, the heat had been almost more than he could take. It had all come from her. From what he'd read and from what they had talked about since he knew Rebecca capable of much more. But if it was normal why did he sense anxiety in her, the scent of which hung in the air around them. She hadn't been all there after and it was more than just the aftermath of a killer orgasm.
" I'll see you in a few?" She smiled up at him and nodded.
" Yep I won't keep you waiting I promise." She stood on her tippies teetering back and forth with puckered lips waiting for him meet her half way. He grinned at how adorably silly she looked but gave her what she wanted all the same.
Satisfied she turned and entered the library the door shutting lightly behind her. As he headed towards the stairs he stopped and listened to the hidden panel slide open. One of the pulleys on the track was a half step behind the other. He made a mental note to fix that as he walked up the stairs, that and to find out what the hell was spooking his girl.

REBECCA


She was in the alter room all but five minutes. The spell that she wished to cast had already been bookmarked the ingredients at the ready. She should have cast it earlier in the day but had been interrupted by Janice's arrival. If she'd been allowed to finish she'd have put the kibosh on much of what had transpired that night. Well the uncontrollable magical part of it anyway. She would have climbed on top of Alcide in the cab of that truck regardless. She wanted him badly, her desire no doubt added fuel to the flames and the actual act had almost caused spontaneous combustion. The spell would have squelched the fever that had over taken her that night. It would have allowed her to keep control over her own body. There wouldn't have been any over fogged windows or the melting of medal. She mixed the ingredients and cast the spell. Once she was done she looked at the contents of the glass in her hand for a split second before downing all of it's contents. It was thick and grainy and tasted like grass. Much she supposed like one of those wheatgrass shooters one got at a health spa or gym. It was gross but effective. She felt cooler and calmer immediately. She picked up a little sashay and started opening drawers within one of the apothecaries. In the bag she placed pieces of Amethyst, Adventurine, Bloodstone,Malachite, Citrine,Fluorite,Garnet,Hematite, Peridot and several types of quartz. As she closed the bag she realized that many of her kin would find it's contents overkill but each stone would help her in one way or another with channeling energy, finding balance and peace of mind. She'd keep the bag near so that she could call upon each stones magical properties to aid her in keeping all of those things in check. Her Mother had always told her to never be afraid to use the tools readily available to you. She snuffed out the candles and bid thanks to the powers that be for their assistance with her spell and said a silent prayer to the Goddess before leaving the alter room. She quickly checked her email sending a quick response to her Aunt who was being pressured by her Mother to pay her niece a visit. She felt sorry for her Aunt, she hadn't signed up to be the go between between Rebecca and her Mother. But when her brother married into the Keane family they joined their covens and as matriarch of the Beniot's she had the misfortune of dealing regularly with the Keane family matriarch. Since Rebecca had come to Louisiana she'd been having to deal with her more frequently. It wasn't that she didn't answer her mothers calls or her e-mails (eventually) she just didn't give her what she expected (usually) and therefore went crying to her sister-in-law to try and make Rebecca see sense (rarely happened). She told her Aunt not to come, for the moment and that she would contact her properly soon. She put her computer to sleep and turned out the lights and headed to the downstairs bathroom to rinse the current taste from her mouth. She doubted she'd be able to erase it all together, but hopefully the super sent of the Were upstairs wouldn't ask any questions. She heard tires on gravel coming up the road and hurried up the stairs, a snap of her finger turning off any unnecessary lights. Just because she had issued the invitation for them to stay the night didn't mean she wanted to entertain them to. The door to the bedroom was ajar and she could hear the TV, announcers doing replays of some game or another on ESPN. She let the door open slowly and took a peak inside half expecting to find Alcide passed out on the couch. The only thing (s) on the couch though were Saffy and Emmy who both look up at her and then with the slightest of movements tilted their heads to the side. The door swung the rest of the way open and Rebecca ducked and turned gabbing Alcide by the arm he tried unsuccessfully to grab her with. She pinning it to his back and with a knee in his ass pushed him against the wall. The wind and the ego was knocked out of him instantly.
" Not exactly how you planned for that to go now was it?" She gave his arm another jerk for good measure. Brains and brawn were often outwitted by cunning and speed.
He said nothing but shook his head and started to chuckle the sound of which was muffled by the fact his face was planted against the wall. Keeping a firm grip on the one hand she grasped the other one and bought it back next to it's mate. " Now behave yourself and move slowly away from the wall." He took small steps backward until there was enough room for her to turn him around and face him towards the bed. He could have broken free if he had wanted to but he was intrigued by her strength and got a thrill out of being manhandled by her.
" You are a nasty man." The thoughts running through his head were making her blush but she'd be more than willing to accommodate any of them if he was serious. She'd love to find out just how far he was willing to go. In her experience that Were's came in to types. Remarkably wound tight and conservative ( in their human skin) or loose and free and more than anyone could imagine kinky. It would be interesting to see where Alcide fell. So far she'd have to say he lay somewhere in the in between. Willing but with certain limitations. Luckily for her she would know what she could or could not get away with before she did it. She tossed him across the bed and then gave him a hard slap across the ass. He grunted but stayed put. He wouldn't object to this as long as he got the chance to reciprocate. The only thing she was going to do is hurt her hand and he'd gladly take a beating for the chance to watch her ass dance under his hand. She stood over him and contemplated the fun she could have in this moment but as she raised her hand in preparation for the next slap she felt the room start to move around her. A wave of dizziness struck her and she stumbled her way to the bed and crashed down beside him.
She felt him turn to her. Heard him call her name but she was to far gone to respond. She just grabbed his hand and held on tight as she faded away.
The room was dark completely dark when she came to.
"What the hell?' she thought trying to break through the remaining haze in her head. She caught the sound of Alcide's rhythmic breathing beside her. They were spooned together in the middle of the bed his arms clasped together around her. He was not asleep, every part of him was focused on her. Measuring the air that she took into her lungs and counting her heartbeats. Looking for any sign that she was getting worse or waking up. She took a glance at the clock beside the bed. It was just after two am. She'd only been out an hour but it felt like she'd been asleep for days. There was no point in pretending not to be awake so she shifted enough that he let go of his grip allowing her to turn and face him. His face held a contained worry his lips tight the skin of his brow tight and creased. She read that Mason had come running when he'd felt her loose consciousness. Alcide had explained what he had heard before he came upstairs and then stayed with her while Mason had gone to discover what it was she had done or taken. It was not an uncommon reaction to the drink she had taken and considering why Rebecca had cast it more than likely to have happened. She had foolishly thought it wouldn't happen to her. At least not that quickly. She thought she would fall into a nice restful sleep and wake up with a cooler calmer core. She shivered the cool air of the room had penetrated her to the bone the only warmth she felt came from the man beside her. Well at least the spell had worked she thought. She was also glad to read that Alcide and Mason had gotten along. Mason took his leave when he was sure that it was just a matter of her sleeping the effects off. He had finally stopped pacing the library when he felt her awaken. Relieved he took a seat in one of the leather chairs and closed his eyes. It was the middle of his day but he was tired. She sent him " I know how you feel" to which he gave a slight smile. She then left him to his own thoughts.
" Hi" she said sheepishly to Alcide. Even in the dark she could see the tinge of anger in his eyes. He'd have every right to unleash it if he wanted to. He was wound tightly but he had control over the bevy of emotions that ran through him. Many of them had displayed themselves when she had been asleep. She ran her hand across his cheek sending a soothing vibe into his skin. But she knew that the knowledge that she would return from situations like this would simply never sooth him completely. His guts would still churn and his mind would still wonder. She had never stopped breathing,had only been asleep but he hadn't been able to wake her and struggled for control.
" You ever do that again without telling me I will..." he choked on the rest of the sentence. He didn't have to complete it. She was in the wrong and she knew it.
" You want to tell me what is going on with you? What happened in the truck tonight? Why the fuck you are sneaking around taking magic potions that put you out like that."
She pushed away from him and sat up. " My powers are exhibiting themselves in ways I have not had to deal with in a very long time. I all but shut them down after the deaths of Christian and Sage. They were never bound but they were dormant. Since arriving here they have started to return on their own. Strong and forceful without any effort on my part. In fact they are stronger than they were when I released them and I am having a hard time keeping up with the energy that is running through me. That is what you saw tonight. I lost control my abilities. They were running me not the other way around."
Alcide sat up as well moving to her side. " Every time I've touched you you felt warmer. I thought you were coming down with something or maybe were hiding Were tendencies from me but after what happened in the truck I knew there was more to it. I should have asked in the kitchen." He'd heard her go into the alter room. He felt like he should have followed her and confronted her then.
" I didn't want to ruin your first night back. The last few days have been tiresome and I wanted to wait to have this conversation when we'd had enjoyed the ease of our newly de-stressed situation" his look told her none of what she had just said was a valid excuse in his book. " I should be more forthright I apologize."
There was so much more she thought. But she was not going into the rest tonight. She needed to feel secure and in control of her abilities for that conversation. A more proactive approach to things were clearly in order. Getting lost in Alcide was not going to stop what was happening to her and after tonight she needed to face the situation head on. She needed help to. From the man next to her, from the man downstairs and from her family. All of whom were reaching out but being ignored.
" How you feeling now?" He asked having sat quietly while she played things over in her mind.
" Cool, Calm and Collected." She replied.
" Well at least your mojo did what it was supposed to do." He was glad for that. " How long will it last?"
" Don't know. A day or two tops. I will keep taking it" Alcide frowned " Supervised of course while I work on gaining control over things. I'm out of practice and my focus has been skewed. I need to put some work in and everything will be fine." He remained skeptical. He didn't know how it worked for witches but he knew how hard it was grab a firm hold on your life when it was out of control. He'd felt that more often than not when dealing with his other nature. The damage that could be done could change more than the life of the one coming undone. Sometimes shit happened that could not be taken back. Things that unlike his truck could not be fixed.
" I will be fine Alcide" She bumped his shoulder with her head. She didn't want her face to betray the confidence she conveyed in her voice. He wrapped his arm around her and kissed the top of her head. She lifted her face up to his. " I'm lucky to have such a fabulous man to take care of me" She squeezed his chin between her fingers.
He Ahhhh Shucks his way out of her grasp and then gave her a grin.
" Ain't nothing I'd rather do. Just wish the caring for didn't have to come with a throat full of heart. Your gonna scare the shit out of me a lot aren't you?"
" I'll do my best to avoid it but I can make no promises." She ran her fingers up his arm around his shoulder. He gave her shoulder a squeeze.
She listened for sounds of life in the house. Mason was still in the library but Silvia had yet to return to the house. Janice was passed out in her room and Crawfish was lying in his bed fighting off sleep. He was waiting for something. To find out if she was alright. " Hun, were you supposed to let Crawfish know when I woke up?"
He jumped forward " Ah shit" he moved towards the edge of the bed.
" No need for you to go anywhere. I'll let him know" He stopped and let her do her thing.
" I'm good Red now go to sleep." she sent across the hall. Crawfish turned out the light by the bed and was asleep almost instantly.
" Guess if everyone else is asleep we should to." she slid off the bed.
" Not going to go talk with Mason?" He followed as she walked into the closet.
" He knows I am fine. We will talk tomorrow night." She slipped her dress off and hung it on it's hanger. Alcide stood in the doorway with her shoes in his hand.
" You want these?" she walked to retrieve them and he fumbled them into her hands. Alcide was unnerved by her nakedness. She found it cute but hid the smile as she returned the sandals to there spot. He might not be ready for her to lighten up the mood yet. As she reached for her robe his hand came up to stop her. He slide his hand down her bare arm and pressed himself into her. It was her turn to be up against the wall.
" Please don't put anything on." He whispered into her ear. " and stay right where you are." His clothing hit the ground with a soft thud ( Were's got naked quick) and he moved back into her. He had missed this earlier. The feel of nothing but her soft body on the hardness of his. Tracing each voluptuous curve of her skin with his fingers. Kneading the supple flesh of her breasts,hips and thighs in his hands. To many boney women had come in and out of his life. Finding Rebecca had shown him what he had been missing, what a real woman was supposed to feel like. Her body was luscious and alive and he wanted to spend all of his time just like this.
She wasn't immune to the self doubt when it came to her body. She loved herself and worked what she had been given. But living in New York she had been acutely aware that she was not considered the norm. Despite everything she was hearing from his head, feeling from his body she couldn't help but look for vocal reassurance.
" You find nothing disappointing?" she turned but kept her head down. He put his hand under her chin and bought it up so she was looking at him.
" Not a God damned thing." He replied forcefully. " You are fucking perfect." He lusted after every inch of her. " You never doubt that you hear?" To drive home his point he kissed her ferociously sucking all the breath from her body and buckling her knees. He caught her and lifted her into his arms carrying her back to the bed. He placed her down gently.
 " You up for this?" He wanted her badly but didn't want her to do anything she wasn't alright to do.
She took his hand and slid further back onto the bed bringing him with her. He moved in between her legs and she pressed her thighs tightly against his hips. " Take from me whatever you need."
She had taken what she wanted earlier and he had willingly gone along for the ride. He had also had worry over and take care of her tonight so now it was her turn to give him what he wanted.
As Alcide filled her mouth with his and melded his body to hers the rain outside began to fall. She didn't want to freak him out by crying as he made love to her. There was no way to express the emotions that were running through her in that moment so she called on water to do it for her. As the intensity between them grew so did the storm outside. The thunder rolled and the lightening crackled, both filling the night sky long after their finale. They had laid listening to it talking softly until Alcide finally gave into sleep. She waited until she was sure he was to far gone to wake up at her movement to get out of the bed. She went into the bathroom dressing quickly in the gown and robe behind the door and slipped quietly out of the other door. It was an hour before dawn not much time to talk to him but she knew he was waiting. She tiptoed down the stairs and guided by a the shadowy light creeping across the foyer floor walked into the library. He was sitting in the same chair she'd seen him in earlier. His mood was serious but he placed a sliver of a smile on his face inviting her to come closer.
" Morning dearest." He was glad to see her. Hadn't dared move from this room in case she wished to speak to him before he had to go to ground.
She sat down across from him and took a swig from the glass that sat on the table between them. " I melted his freaking door!" she said as she downed her drink.
It was but the start of what she needed to tell him. They settled in and got to it...

ALCIDE


He awoke to find himself alone in the bed. Rebecca's side was stone cold. He doubted she'd slept at all. He knew that he was partially at fault for that but he had expected she'd be done in and would sleep hard. Rest could do her nothing but good, not getting enough could be part of her problem. With a huff he rose and made his way into the bathroom. He needed to get cleaned up find his girl make sure she was okay and get his ass back to Shreveport. He had promised himself that he would spend his weekend at his place. Being seen by as many people as possible. Very few people talked shit to his face but his lack of face time was causing loose lips to talk more trash than usual. Janice was having a grand reopening of the salon that weekend and they were throwing a BBQ with a raffle and stuff for the kids. Janice demanded he be there. As her brother it was his duty to support her but more than that she wanted him there to keep the peace. She didn't want to have to put the beat down on anyone for talking smack and with Alcide there she could keep her hands clean and let him handle any trouble.
As he bounded down the stairs he could hear three distinctive voices in the kitchen he was the last to make his way downstairs.
" Morning big brother bout time you got your ass out of bed." Janice's usual snarky nature hadn't been dampened by a hangover. The mug in her hand told him coffee had a big hand in his sisters current state.
" Morning boss" Crawfish gave him a nod as he stuck a fork full of food in his mouth.
" Good morning Alcide." Rebecca's greeting came with a kiss on the cheek and a plate of food. She looked chipper with not a bit of flush on her milky skin. They sat down next to each other and Alcide began to speak to only her.
" You shouldn't be down here cooking and serving everyone. You should be up in that bed resting."
" I'm fine hun, I have nothing planned for the day so I'll get some sleep after I send you three off on you way." he stopped mid bite to look at her skeptically. Rebecca standing still was a tough thought to swallow. " Really Alcide I am fine. Do I NOT look like I am fine?"
" No girl you look GOOD." He winked at her and she kicked him under the table. He could see a bit of a blush in her cheeks now.
" Just so you know I added a little something to your sisters coffee. She was a total wreck when she stumbled down stairs earlier. No way she was handling everything she has to do today."
" What she don't know won't hurt her and what you gave her sure did work. so thanks"
" Just want everything to go well for her. She's got high expectations. No need for a little night before fun to spoil any of that."
It was no surprise that Janice had told Rebecca of the opening. She was after all the biggest reason it was happening but the conversation about it was making him uncomfortable. Janice had wanted Rebecca to come but Alcide had told her he didn't think it would be a good idea. There were to many prying eyes in Shreveport and he didn't want to have any of them looking in Rebecca's direction. Janice had listened and reluctantly agreed though he had no idea what she ended up saying to Rebecca to keep her from coming or from having hurt feelings. Having finished her breakfast Janice pushed back from the table and after cleaning off her dishes announced her departure.
" Good luck hun. I hope everything goes perfectly for you today." Rebecca beamed at Janice but didn't get up from the table. Janice was nervous and making a fuss would have only made it worse.
" All I want is to cut hair and serve punch. Hopefully no one will fuck it up for me. But there has always got to be a hitch somewhere." Janice grabbed her bag off the back of her chair " Thanks for the hospitality Rebeca. I'll see you two back in Shreveport" she nodded her head at each of them and then she was gone.
" Gonna follow her out if you don't mind Ms. Rebecca?" Crawfish asked. He didn't want to just leave his mess when Janice had cleaned up hers.
" You go on ahead Red." Rebecca patted his hand and chuckled. " I'll take care of the clean up. You keep an eye on Janice." Even though she seemed better than she had the hour before he still thought it would be a good idea to stay close. He'd have asked to drive her himself if he didn't think he'd get slapped around for it.
" Will do. You take care of yourself you here?" he said to Rebecca
" I will Red no worries." she promised.
" See you later boss." he stood and headed out quickly not wanting to give Janice to much of a head start.
" You got that boy under your thumb in bad way." Alcide's obvious amusement was covered by soft lips.
" Just looking after his girl like a good friend does." She replied as she pulled away.
" His girl hummm?" He took her hand and pulled lightly encouraging her to join him in his seat. She moved into his lap and wrapped herself around him
" Yes but so not in the same way I am your girl." She showed him exactly how his attachment to her was unlike anyone else's. It took him quite a while to find the strength break away from her. When the oxygen finally hit his brain again he was reminded of what he was supposed to be doing this day. " I really ought to get moving." He held her head in his hands and watched as her eyes danced from disappointment to understanding and what he thought was a touch of hurt.
" Becca...." He wondered if he was doing the right thing excluding her from his life in Shreveport.
" No need to explain. Everything in do time Alcide I can understand that. You go support your sister and I'll see you on Monday." She stood and busied herself with remainder of the kitchen clean up.
He hesitated and delayed his departure yet again. He knew there would be eyes on her at night but hated the idea of her being her all alone all day.
She turned and leaned against the counter. " Alcide, really I can handle being on my own for the afternoon. Got a ton of things to do and frankly you are keeping me from getting them done by standing there looking all concerned." She grabbed a hold of his arm and escorted him to the front door.
" Now have a nice weekend. Do the best you can to behave yourself and I'll see you later." she patted him on the tush and pushed him out the door. " Bye Bye now" She waved tossed him and air kiss and then closed the door.
What the hell he thought as he stood on the porch staring at the closed door. Had he just been dissed and dismissed? He climbed down the stairs and walked to the truck slowly expecting her to come back out but she didn't. Guess she wasn't kidding about having things of her own to do. Not at all feeling neglected or rejected like he thought she would. Such a strange woman he thought as he drove the miles back to Shreveport. Anyone one else would have expected to have been in that truck with him or at the very least moping and pouting about being left behind. He'd have expected there to be some sort of retaliation or a price to pay later for the slight but with Rebecca he doubted he'd have to worry about either of those things. He might have seen a just a flash of pain in Rebecca's eyes but it seemed she recovered quickly from any disappointment she may have felt. Or was it something else? Maybe Rebecca didn't mind him taking off for the weekend or excluding her from the opening at the salon because she was up to something?
His mind remained caught up in figuring out what she could be up to long after he arrived at Janice's. He would nod or smile and say a few words when called upon but mostly he stood in the corner and played different ideas over and over in his head. Everything was going according to the plan and with each successful passing hour Alcide could see his sister's body language change, she stood taller, her eyes began to shine and her smile became less forced, more genuine. He was happy for her so when he saw the Lawrence's truck pull into the back of the lot and watched the man slithery walk towards the party Alcide's back went up immediately. He stayed pressed against the wall but kept shaded eyes on Lawrence who moved through the crowd like a politician at a campaign stop. He smirked and thought of some just out of collage pencil pushing campaign manager sitting in the back of a limo explaining why it was a good idea for him to add this stop to his days calendar. Grass route candidate shows he cares for the common man by going to the grand re-opening of a locally run business. The proprietor is a woman, single, aged 25-35 ( a prime demographic) her family also influential business owners in the community. He wasn't even sure what is was that Malcolm did of a living but if he was in need of a vocation politician seemed like a perfect fit. Alcide was well aware of what he was doing to. Trying to endear himself to the pack members in the crowd. He'd been hearing rumblings of good deeds done for those in dire straights. He was caring and attentive to the needs of the pack. A welcome addition in times like these. Several had lost their jobs and were having a hard time finding new ones. Others worried every day that the other shoe was going to drop on them to. There was a lot of fear running through the community in general and to his pack Lawrence Malcom was starting to look like a savior. Alcide sighed heavily as Malcom made his way to his father and the two of them exchanged greetings and he groaned inwardly and pushed himself off the wall when Malcom was offered drink and a seat. His father was as blind as everyone else. Or maybe it was just that his father was so damned egotistical. he couldn't see that anyone would have the balls to challenge him. He had managed to snow everyone around him but Alcide was sure that Malcom wanted more than to just be accepted into the pack. He wouldn't sit on the sidelines for long, ,making good will gestures and buddying up to everyone. Eventually Malcom would make a move for control, Alcide just hoped he wasn't the only one not blindsided by it when it happened. But just because his eyes were wide open didn't mean he had to sit and watch the downfall first hand. Alcide walked around the side of the building and proceeded to pace. He was holding on to a ton of nervous energy and he counted out the steps he took each pass the repetition helpful in calming his nerves. Nothing seemed to feel perfectly right to him these days. When he was with Rebecca at Belle Vita he worried about what was happening here and when he was here he couldn't wait to get back to her. He was living in between two worlds. One he had had little love but felt obligated to and the other that held a promise of so much more than the mundane. His hands went back and forth from pounding his sides and grabbing and pulling back patches of hair. He'd go inside and sit and mope in the small office at the back of the salon but the girls had already threatened to shave him bald and he wasn't letting anyone touch his hair. He pulled the phone out of his pocket and stared at it willing the non existent message to appear. Rebecca hadn't called all day. He hadn't wanted to call her from here fearing it would be like twisting the knife he felt he'd put in her back.
Torn.
Always fucking torn and selfish and scared.
Fucked up is what he was. Guess nothing had changed there. He let out a exasperated half laugh half grunt and turned to head back up front. Lawrence Malcom was standing against the wall wearing the smug smirk he'd love to slap off his face. " Working out something serious in your head back here Alcide?"
Something hit Alcide senses, a scent he couldn't quite place but knew he had smelt before. He was to busy trying to place it to answer Malcom's question right away. Malcom started to walk closer which made Alcide uncomfortable. He didn't trust himself being in close proximity to this man. He started to loose sight of him humanity with each step the man took. " Nothing worth worrying yourself over" He said in a tone that stopped Malcom in his tracks. Malcom's eyes narrowed for a second but then the smirk reappeared.
" You know Alcide I've been talking with your father about the business. I know things have been rough lately. But from what he tells me you've gotten flush for the moment with that big house in Bon Temps. I've offered my help in keeping that momentum going. Been looking into land around these parts to develop. Hoping that Herveaux construction will play a big part once I've nailed down the land. I've been lucky and have the ability to help the folks in my new home out as best I can. You know spread the wealth, Pay it forward that type of thing."
Alcide hated the idea of making a dime from any venture involving Lawrence Malcom.
" Your Dad is on board." It was Alcide's turn for narrowed eyes. His Father hadn't mentioned a word. Of course he never felt he had to, but God forbid Alcide took a meeting without consulting him first. The day Rebecca had called was a prime example. He'd been furious not to have been involved. That was until he realized the job would pay off his debts and pay the men's back salary. After that he'd lost all interest. Something that Alcide was thankful for.
"He's more than willing actually, plans on taking the lead on the project since your focus is elsewhere right now." The smirk grew larger. Maybe his Dad hadn't lost all interest.
" The Bon Temps job has taken up most of my time. We are under tight deadlines."
"I'll say it is. From what I've seen you don't even spend your nights there and from what I've been hearing your interests in pleasing the owner go far beyond the work on the house." He meant it as a joke. The kind of thing that passes between male friends when one or the other has started something with a new girl. But since he and Malcom had no connection the innuendo of what was said seemed to familiar to Alcide. He had no patience for someone who over stepped their boundaries. Malcom simply didn't know him well enough to make a comment like that. The idea that Malcom was keeping tabs on him, watching his coming and goings and had listened to or been involved with any conversations about him and Rebecca (especially with his father) pissed him off.
" I don't think any of that is your concern Malcom" It was time to get out of there. Back to where other people were present to keep him in line.
Malcom grabbed Alcide by the arm as he tried to walk past him " Your right Alcide what you do and who you do it with is of no concern to me and I'm not pressing into your business. But you know as well as I do there are serious issues that need to be handled within the pack. One of which was of your making."
"The situation with Debbie existed long before you came to Shreveport. It came to a head and it's been handled." He was aware of his mistakes in that situation. He'd be damned if this interloper was going to call him out on it.
The false face that Malcom showed everyone slipped, the grip on Alcide's arm became iron like.
" Handled, yes. But how you went about it was questionable. Her behavior was erratic and every moment she roamed free we risked exposure. She easily could have gone nuts and killed that Stackhouse girl , the one your working for what is her name, Ms. Keane is it?... or some other innocent human. Our lives are protected by our discretion. You've been careless recently. So while I may be new here Alcide what happens within the pack does concern me. Your lack of judgment and absence from the pack concerns me."
Alcide snatched back his arm and placing it harshly under Malcom's chin pressed him against the wall.
" Let's get something straight here and now. My life is mine. Nothing and no one who I involve myself with is your business. You and I are never going to be friends. Your side and my side are not the same and while I may not know what you are doing here or what you want I'm God damned sure it ain't the in the best interests of the pack. So you can keep working everyone one else, giving them what they think they need but there isn't a fucking thing you can say or do that is going to make me trust you. You smell Malcom. You reek of something so fuckin' foul I can't stand to be near you."
" ALCIDE" Janice's voice rang out like the crack of a whip. She quickly grabbed at his arm pulling it back and pushing him away. Malcom grabbed his throat and struggled to catch his breath. The usual red tint of his face had been replaced by lack of oxygen blue. Alcide hadn't even realized how close he'd come to choking him out in his sisters parking lot.
" Thank you Janice." he sputtered bent over his knees.
" Don't thank me and don't think my stopping my brother from taking you out means I like you any more than he does. He's right about you but that don't mean I want your dead body stinking up my newly restored property." She gave Malcom a look that could have finished the job her brother had started and pointed towards the front of the building. " Why don't worm your way back up front I'd like a minute with my brother."
Malcom once again upright hesitated. He should have been anxious to leave after what just had happened. If he'd been smart it have been because he was afraid of the anger that still coursed through Alcide's body
(or at the very least to start telling everyone who would listen what had gone down) but foolish pride kept him glued to his spot. Alcide took one step forward before Janice's foot intercepted him.
She stepped up to Malcom putting her face directly in front of his " LEAVE NOW"
Alcide doubted that Malcom was the kind of man who took orders from a woman but he said nothing else but walked slowly toward the front of the building. They both watched his body language change as he got to the corner. His slumped shoulders went square his posture went straight the attitude returned to his walk. Alcide could see the smirk return to his face.
" That man is going to cause us some serious shit." Janice's narrowed eyes and pinched face looked into his. " I know I'm going to regret not letting you kill him just now. Something about him makes the acid in my stomach spit but for now you and I both need to keep our feeling about him to ourselves."
Alcide stared straight ahead his mind still filled with hate filled thoughts. His sister was right though voicing his reservations now would do no good. He had no proof but the warnings in his gut. Malcom had planted seeds of doubt about him in the heads of many and going after him now would only strengthen the mans case against him. He would stand down like his sister suggested. He'd do some digging of his own, find out what Malcom why or what had brought Malcom to Shreveport.
" Hey you still in there?" Janice poked him repeatedly in the shoulder.
He nodded but she kept poking him " Stop that shit" he swatted her hand away. " Ain't no need for you to annoy me to lil sis."
" Sorry don't get your panties in a twist. Promised your girl I'd be sure you were cooled off." Janice looked relieved that she'd been able to do what was asked of her.
" What's Becca got to do with this?" The mention of her had snapped him back to his spot in the parking lot
" She was blasting my phone non-stop. Got Melynda in the chair half done but she wouldn't quit calling and then I thought I heard her voice screaming in my head to pick the damned thing up so I did. She told me you knee deep in shit and that I had to find you and pull you out of it."
" What the hell?" He wondered if what Janice heard had really been Becca. Could she read this far? Could she know exactly what was going on?
" She said something about being able to feel the tension and that her gut was telling her you needed some help. From what I've gathered questioning Rebecca's gut would be a bad idea. I hightailed it outside and lucky I did."
" Yeah... Lucky..... Thanks Janice and sorry told myself I wasn't going to do anything to mess this day up for you."
" Well besides a pissed of Melynda you didn't. I hate that shit head. You know he offered me the money before Rebecca did. It's one of the reasons I thought of asking her. Knew Dad would make me take Malcom's money as a show of good faith or some shit. He's so far up that mans ass he can't see an ounce of light .I wasn't having that. I didn't want to be him having any kind of hold over my place. Didn't want him here today but last time I checked it was still a free damned country."
" Maybe so but we don't have to let him have free reign on our land." A look passed between them. One that showed they knew what the other was thinking and that they would have each others backs.
"You be careful big brother." He gave her a nod and walked with her back into the shop. The spot that held Malcom's truck was occupied by another car. His Father was holding court with a smile on his face and not one get over here and answer for what you've done look passed between them the rest of the afternoon. Apparently Malcom had left without telling tales. Alcide didn't spend to much time wondering why. He figured it was just a matter of waiting for the right moment. Gather a few more allies. Get a tighter foothold in the pack and then undermine him again. Hopefully by that point Alcide would have some ammunition of his own.


He sat silently behind the wheel of his midnight blue impala and waited for Malcom's truck to pull out of the spot. It had been a while since he'd taken this car for a spin. It had been in need of repairs that until recently he hadn't been able to afford but tonight the fact that he hadn't been seen driving it in a while worked to his advantage. Once he was sure there was a safe distance between the two of them Alcide pulled out and followed. Getting through the pack meeting without letting anyone get the better of him had been hard. The room was like a hornets nest everyone had their barbs at the ready and the criticism had stung him repeatedly.The internal struggle between keeping his head and flying off the handle and ripping out some throats gnawed at his insides until the meeting was dismissed and he was able to leave. He let his Father do the talking. Answering only when questions were pointedly directed at him. His Father had been unrelentingly commanding, answering every question with forceful assurance. He fell short of backing his son's play but did do everything he could to reassert his power and prove to everyone in the room know he was still very much in charge. Malcom offered up little resistance ( he let others put themselves out there like lambs to the slaughter) and in the end it seemed he'd all of his previous concerns go. His questions had been answered. The issues had been dealt with. Malcom had smiled in his Father's face and seeing it go down made him want to knock both of them out. Alcide hadn't fallen for the show he'd witnessed it had done nothing to change his mindset. He had to find out what Malcom's game was and he was starting tonight by following every move the man made. He hoped his covert surveillance would yield something he could use sooner rather than later. His body was already twitching, eager to be back down the road to survey a entirely different body....

Monday, January 16, 2012

The Best and the Worst Dressed of the Golden Globes 2012


 BEST DRESSED

Evan Rachel Wood in Gucci ( custom made one of a kind perfection)



Angelina Jolie in Versace ( love the pops of red and the draping)




Charlize Theron in Dior ( a face the company can be proud of)





Kate Beckinsale in Roberto Cavalli ( a knock out in every way)


Nichole Kidman in Versace  ( looking better than she has in a while)




Emma Stone in Lanvin ( draped with flow in all the right ways)

Mila Kunis in Dior ( not sure what is up with the mean face but whatever lol)


Debra Messing in Marchasa ( not so basic black)


Viola Davis in Pucci ( gorgeous color & lots of sex appeal with that slit) 
Sofia Vergara in Vera Wang ( beautiful midnight blue mermaid curve hugger)
WORST DRESSED

Connie Britton in Vintage ( it's a black tie event not a garden party)
Meryl Streep in Alessandra Rich ( your to good for this mess Meryl)
Elisabeth McGovern in Who the hell knows ( tub top with a ball skirt NOT niiiiice)
Emma Watson in Armani ( washed out, frumpy and ill fitted. YUCK!)
Jessica Biel in Elie Saab ( to old & all wrong)
Sarah Michelle Gellar in Monique Lhuillier ( how the designer should NOT be done)
There were far more beautiful well accessorized and perfectly coiffed ladies last night than not. Black redeemed itself ( for the most part *clears throat* Meryl *yikes*) after it's horrendous showing at the People's Choice Awards. White also had a strong showing, in silk, satin and lace.... For color it was all about the jewel tones... Ummmmm Jewels 0:)

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Wicked NOT Dead: A True Blood Fan Fiction Chapter 16

REBECCA
She had thought she'd be fine, her body was tired from constant contact but by the end of the first day Alcide was away she felt the knot take hold in her center. Even her sleep was restless ,wandering though dreams hoping to catch a glimpse of him. He called of course and she knew he was fine but it wasn't the circumstance of his absence that troubled her. It was the mere fact that he was gone. Rebecca found moments of peace when people or work where there to distract her. The inside of the house came to a completion and many of her new friends came around at one point or another to spend time with her. She hosted Sookie,Tara, Lafayette and Jesus for an impromptu dinner by the pool the first night and on the second William sat with her on the porch leading her through stories and telling tales of his own. She felt loved and protected by their kindness but there was always that feeling something was missing. On night three she found herself at Merlotte's where she mixed with the townsfolk, ate greasy food and even had a few shots with Jason. They had come to a silent understanding. She was off limits and as long as he behaved himself she wouldn't have him or let him get pummeled. She caught Sam glancing in her direction several times. He liked to watch people, know his surroundings and those who worked their way through them. She waited for a few minutes after he left the main floor and then followed him. She broke away from those in the bar under the pretense of having to pee. She walked down the hall and heard him rummaging around in his office she went over and lightly knocked on the door jam.
" Busy for a Monday night?" He ushered her into the room with a wave of his hand so she took the same seat the first night she'd meet him and gave him a minute to find what he was looking for.
" Yeah guess they didn't get their fill over the weekend." He sighed and sat down behind his desk.
" Everything alright?" she asked leaning forward putting her elbows on the desk preparing herself to listen if he needed an ear.
" Family troubles making me antsy but there's nothing you can help me with." Sam's real family had come back into his life and he questioned every move he'd made concerning them.  
"Okay." she nodded. She had yet to meet any of them. From what she had gathered the parents were missing in action, his brother however was still lurking about. Stealing from Sam whenever he could get his hands on.
They sat in silence.
" I can keep him from taking anything else if you like."
He starred at her for a minute and then with a knowing look nodded his approval. 
" Do you have anything that belongs to him." 
He walked over to where the employees kept their personal items and picked up a lightweight military style jacket. 
" This was his." he held it out to her.
Rebecca took it. Sam's brother was troubled. The energy coming from this simple piece of clothing told her a lot. She got what she needed from the cloth in her hand and then went to the door. She placed a spell that would not allow him to enter. 
" He came in the window last time. He's a shifter like me. Can become whatever he likes." 
She nodded and performed the same spell on any point of entry in the room. She also made it where no one could open the safe even if they knew the combination but Sam. 
" You have the ability to give permission where you need to."
" Thanks." he had watched her as she worked and only a small part of him remained skeptical. At this point though he would take any quiet help he could find. 
" Your welcome. Family can be the biggest pain in the ass. Have spent my whole life battling some of them. I'm sorry you found yours and they weren't what you'd hoped they would be."
He looked away from her but nodded his head just slightly to let her know that he appreciated what she had said.
" You do know that you owe them nothing? I know you are going to do what you feel you must but I have to tell you that despite the fact that they are blood you do not need to ruin you life in order to try and save them. What they are they were before you even meet them. You also should know that it is very unlikely that any efforts you make will change who they are."
" I know" He looked at her straight away then and let her see all that he had been going through. He did know but he still felt like he had to try. But he also wished he had never opened up the can of worms in the first place. He'd be settled here, had a good fairly uncomplicated life. He'd been a stable person for quite some time. But recent events in Bon Temps had set him reeling and had brought back a restlessness he had hoped was gone for good.
" You need any more help with the rest of the bar or your place out back you let me know. You should at the very least be able to dictate how they get to you. Being on the offensive is always better than being on the defensive."
" Can you stick around tonight and work your magic for me?" He showed her some teeth and pushed himself up out of his chair.
" Got nowhere else to be. The inside of the house is done. Alcide is away and Mason and I are on the outs."
" Where'd Alcide run off to?" He asked.
" Debbie" She said simply. 
" I see" he wondered if she was ever going to be seen again. He doubted it. " You two worked things out I take it?"
" Yes we have." and there was the blush that always was there when she talked about him. " I am sure there will be other hiccups but hopefully there will be no further giant leaps in the wrong direction."
" Your a good woman and he's a good man. You'll make it work." He was hopeful for her but wished for someone like her for himself. Always seemed the good ones got snapped up by someone else. He doubted that with Tara's issues both with him and herself that she would ever be anything more than a friendly diversion. She ran to hot and cold for him to make a real go of a relationship. He wanted someone who could accept him and he wanted someone he could trust. 
" She's got to much turmoil running around inside of her right now. She can't find it in her to trust herself much less anyone else. It is quite likely she will never be able to fully handle those who's humanity is tinged with a second skin or extra abilities. She is envious of what those around her have and can do but she fears it even more. I feel for her Sam and respect her apprehension. She may let herself get lost in you for a moment or two of passion but you should be weary that the darkness inside her will turn on you. If you were not a friend, a lover she wouldn't bother to fight herself to keep contact."
Sam listened to what she had to say. " You speak truths others wouldn't dare." He knew he was playing with fire with Tara but when you feel you have nothing to loose you tend to be careless. With yourself and everyone else around you.
" Despite what you think Sam you have quite a bit to loose. Don't loose sight of what you have built here and be drawn back into a life that you left for a reason. It didn't fit you then and it won't fit now. It may seem easier to be the bad guy, to mindlessly hurt others to hide the hurt that lives within you but trust me Sam even if it seems like they always win they will pay for what they have done. Karma keeps detailed notes." Rebecca stood sensing that Sam had had enough though provoking thoughts for the moment. 
" How does she react when she's around you?" he asked as she left.
" Honestly?"
He nodded.
" She finds me the most frightening of all cause she has no idea what I am capable of." She tapped on the door again as she walked out and back into the bar. 
Layafette was in the kitchen and yelled out to her as she passed. She waved his comments about her glow away and shook her head as he let out a high pitched whoop and went back to flipping the burgers on the grill. She took a open seat at the bar and before she could turn around there was a tumbler sitting in front of her. Tara gave her a hint of a nod and went back to filling a order for the impatient Arlene who was hopping from one foot to another at the end of the bar. She coloring was still tinged with green and Sookie had told her Arlene was finding it hard to work when everything in the world made her sick to her stomach. She felt a pair of weary eyes on her and she turned to her left to see Holly watching her. She had been fine with the distance Holly had kept between the two of them. Even when they were in the same space Holly managed to stay a world away but tonight she felt it was time to have a talk with her fellow Wiccan. She dug in her pocket and placed some money in Tara's jar knowing that she would keep her thirst quenched for as long as she was in the bar. She grabbed her drink and stopping to let Jessica know that she was taking a booth in Holly's section. She got a mental WTF from Sookie who had offered her a booth when she arrived but quickly explained her reasonings and her friend went back to dealing with the insanity that filled her station. 
Holly looked shocked to find her sitting there when she returned from the kitchen with a tray of food and even contemplated ignoring her as she passed to food out to her customers. But when she was finished she slapped the tray across her side and came to where Rebecca sat. 
" Good Evening Holly." she smiled and put her hand out to indicate that Holly was to sit. Holly gulped hard and tried not to shake as she sat down.
" I am not sure why it is you fear me Holly. I mean you no harm." she searched Holly's mind for some clarification. Holly was a solitary for a reason. There was boiling bad blood between her and the coven she once belonged to. Holly was not supposed to practice and she was afraid Rebecca would somehow expose her and that was the last thing Holly wanted. 
" I do not approve of what you and Arlene tried to do but your castings are between you and the Goddess. I have no interest in causing you any issue. You should know though Holly how you use your magic can dictate the path of your existence. The path that lines the dark side can be quite tempting but you will find your ruin at the end. Your aura is stable so I know that you do more good in your practice than bad. I hope that you will continue to do so for it is not just your soul that you harm if you do not. Do you understand?"
" Yes" Holly replied softly. She inhaled and let go of some of her anxiety. Rebecca wasn't sure they would become friends but they uncomfortable wall that she felt between them had come down. Holly was guarded with everyone Rebecca would be no different. 
" Now Holly I am assuming that you have not told anyone about me am I right?"
" I haven't said anything." She wasn't in the habit of announcing other peoples business. 
" Good, I'd like it if you would keep it that way." Rebecca smiled to reassure her that this was not a threatening request. 
" That will be no problem." She understood. Some things were no one's damned business. She leaned in to the booth and lowered her voice to a whisper. " I know that you are a powerful witch. I felt you from the moment you arrived here in Bon Temps. I'm sorry if I offended you by my ways. I just didn't want to cause no undo attention to myself. I got a family to think about." she paused. " I've made some enemies by turning my back on that darkness you talked about. I was scared to talk to you but I can tell now you ain't anything like those I knew before."  Rebecca still felt the seed of doubt, Holly was a novice but she was not a fool. Rebecca could end her if she wanted to and Holly knew it. Rebecca decided it was better for her purposes to let Holly believe she had been appeased. It was what Holly needed and since she didn't foresee Holly being a problem she was happy to let the subject drop. 
" Arlene has been terribly sick with this pregnancy correct?"
Holly hesitated,like before she wasn't keen on speaking of others affairs but in the end she nodded her agreement to what Rebecca said. 
" May I borrow your pad and a pen." Holly reached into her apron and handed them to Rebecca. 
Rebecca hastily wrote the ingredients and instructions on the pad " I am sure you have probably tried to help your friend but this I assure you will do the trick. Follow the instructions precisely and see that she drinks some before every meal. She will be feeling much better in no time."
Holly looked over the paper mentally checking each thing she had handy off the list. 
" At the bottom there is a number if you need anything call and ask for Brianna. She works for me in my shop in New Orleans. She is discrete and will overnight anything you may need." Holly pulled the piece of paper from the pad and held it a moment before folding it. 
" Thank you Rebecca." She put it in her apron as she stood and went back to work. 
Within seconds she was joined by Sookie " Everything alright?"
" Fine and Dandy Miss Stackhouse. Just giving Holly something that will help Arlene and you since once she's started taking it she won't be such a pain in the ass."
" Fantastic, God knows we all could use some relief from the pregnant dragon lady. Is it gonna ease her mind any about how the babies gonna turn out? You know she thinks he's gonna be a serial killer like it's Daddy."
" I have no idea Sookie but if it was you wouldn't that be something that filled your mind from time to time?" She had a feeling that the idea would remain with Arlene throughout her child's life. The thought of Arlene's baby daddy ran through Sookie's head often to but for very different reasons. She couldn't say she was sad he was dead especially since she'd done the deed herself but she hated to see her friend still hurting because of him. Just like everyone else she hadn't known what he was capable of until it was to late and she didn't deserve to suffer because he'd been smart enough to fool everyone. 
" Guess you just hope for the best." Sookie looked over to where Arlene stood at the moment smiling at a table full of townsfolk. 
And prepare for the worst Rebecca thought to herself. " So Sookie you got a booth open for me. I think Holly has had enough of me for the night and I'm starved." 
" Sure" She smiled brightly and she followed Sookie to her booth in the back. Soon she had a huge plate of food in front of her as well as another drink. This one just a bit stronger than the last. Tara had apparently seen her tip. 
  Slowly the bar began to clear out. Rebecca had several visitors come by her booth and she welcomed them all. The faces were friendly the conversation light and being around so many people kept her mind off of Alcide. Sookie passed her mental notes and observations and more than one time she was caught laughing at seemingly nothing. She was smart enough to hold up her phone when Sheriff Bellefleur's gaze sat on her for longer than she liked. Layafette came and sat with her near closing. He to was missing his man that night so they commiserated over a tumbler of tequila. She let him tease her and ask totally inappropriate questions. Alcide was a looker and Layafette wanted to know all the in's and out's of her doings with him. He was lude and crude and no holes barred but and she answered them with equally smutty language. She could get down in the dirt with the best of them when it was called for.
" Shit girl, you nasty." He howled after one particularly vulgar comeback. 
The bar now empty except for those who worked there so his voice bounced off the walls. She saw Sam out of the corner of her eye. Leaning against the bar watching the two of them while the girls ran around cleaning up so they could get the hell out of there. He gave them the signal to leave and Holly and Arlene hightailed there way to the back and she could hear what sounded like the back door slamming before Sookie and Tara were able to make their way over to where she and Layafette sat. Tara gave her cousin a slap and told him to stop being so sick and then gave her a look that told her she hadn't expected to hear what had come out of Rebecca's mouth. 
" We're getting out of here. You want to walk out with us?" Sookie asked
" Not quite yet. You three go on. It's been a long day and I'm sure your done in." She smiled away any questions they had and watched as they all walked past Sam who hadn't moved from the bar.
She waited until she heard tires on gravel before getting up and walking toward Sam.
" I need a drink" he said fishing a bottle from under the bar and pouring himself a glass. Scotch and expensive at that. 
She took the bottle from him and filled her glass as well. " You can charge me if you like" she said in response to the lingering look he gave her as she put the glass to her lips. " I'm good for it" she said after downing the glass and pouring herself another. 
Sam couldn't help but chuckle at her. " You need anything." he stopped and gulped. 
" Besides this?" She shook the glass back and forth the liquid splashing dangerously close to the top of the tumbler. " No I'm good." She put the empty glass down on the bar and turned her stool towards the front door. " You want him to be able to get in here?"
" Might be a bit weird if he gets zapped trying to come into the front don't you think?"
" I suppose but it would be a free floor show." She giggled " Of course you could always charge admission if you'd like" 
He couldn't help but think it would be a sight to see and that his brother deserved it but still he didn't want any more ruckus going down inside the bar. Enough had gone down here recently already. 
" All right then let's head out back to your place then." she hopped of her stool and headed down the hall. Sam followed close behind. 
" So Rebecca," Sam had finally gotten the nerve to ask her what he'd been wanting to all night. " That invitation for a run still good?" 
" Of course" she said turning her head back toward him but continuing to walk. 
He hadn't gone running with anyone since Daphne. Daphne who no longer walked among the living. It was the thing he missed most about her. 
" Alcide know you offered?" He didn't want no trouble.
" Yes though he will probably be less than thrilled to know I did it with you before I did it with him." She giggled as she walked through the threshold of the back door and turned completely around to gage Sam's expression. She had expected him to look flustered and surprised but what she saw was neither of those things. Instead he'd gone white and silent. He pointed behind him before he could speak and Rebecca read what he saw and wanted to say just a second to late. Two pale hands grabbed her by the arms and pulled her into an air tight embrace. A wisp of blond hair fell across her shoulder and she knew that the blond vampire from the woods had decided to make his move. He had grown tired of waiting. She was supposed to have died at that wolfs hands in the woods that night. He had watched the attack and had sat listened as she faded away. But her she was living and breathing in his arms and it infuriated him. His name was Maarten and he'd been Vampire for more than two centuries. He knew who Rebecca was. What she had done and it was determined to have her life. Draining it from her now seemed to be his sole responsibility and it was one he took on gladly.
She pleaded with Sam to stay put, focusing her mental telepathy directly on him so that Maarten wouldn't catch the connection. 
Sam stayed put with hands in the air started to talk " Whatever it is you want you can have it. We don't want no trouble Mister." and play dumb.
" I have what I want already." he jerked her hard and she pretended that it hurt far more than it did letting out a squeal and a sob. She could play dumb to. She knew why he wanted her but she didn't want Maarten explaining any of that to Sam. Luckily Maarten wasn't in the mood to chat. He could care less if she knew why he wanted to kill her. He just wanted her dead and once he was done he planned on draining Sam to. 
Sam didn't need to be warned of that fact he knew the score what he didn't know was how to help her. He couldn't stand the idea of watching helplessly as this piece of shit Vamp killed her. How would he explain that to Sookie, to Mason or God forbid Alcide. 
" Sam" she called to him, his mind was racing through plans and it took three times before he heard her. " Calm down and please stay where you are"
Maarten's grip grew even stronger but he released one one of her arms so he could wrench her head back. He marveled at the white silkiness of her throat and his eyes danced as he caught sight of her jugular just under her skin. " You are remarkably calm for a woman about to die. I'd have expected nothing less from you." As his head moved downward the thrill of tasting her running through him Sam started towards them. His hope was to knock him off balance. To give Rebecca a chance to work some kind of magic. For him to split his skin and take off running. Saving the questions for a less potentially deadly time. She closed her eyes at the pinch of fangs piercing her flesh and waited. Maarten's senses were overtaken by the taste and smell of her blood. In all his years he'd tasted none richer or more intoxicating. He was entranced and fixated so the impact did exactly what Sam had intended. Maarten fell backwards, Rebecca however lurched forward and into Sam's arms. He'd somehow managed to pull of his shirt and was now holding it to the wounds on her neck. He turned sideways putting the bulk of his body between her and her attacker. If they were both going to die the least he could do was die first. 
Maarten hissed and lurched forward but found her could not get to his feet. His body lurched again this time not of his will and his gaze which had never left Rebecca's face registered what she already knew. Slowly she let the smile creep onto her face. She was glad he had enjoyed the taste of her. She hated to think that last blood that he would ever know would be disappointing. His hands started to shake and his body bent in two. He was forced onto his back and as her poison reached every part of him the convulsions took over. He cried out in agony his first death and rebirth hadn't come close to the pain that seared through him now. His true death was just moments away and Rebecca sent him a final farewell. She snapped his head towards her 
" You should be proud Maarten. You died with far more dignity than your sire."  He hadn't known everything about her. If he had he'd have never come to find her.  He'd lived for centuries and had ample opportunity to gain all of the knowledge needed to avoid the pit falls the befell those who lacked common sense. She watched as his flesh started to dissolve and fall from the bone. From top to bottom until all that was left was his eyes and as they sunk into crater of his newly exposed scull Sam let out a string of curses and turned away his gag reflex causing him put his head between his knees. 
" What the fuck?" he screamed into the night sky.  
Her eyes stayed glued to Maarten until he was nothing but a pile of red goo with swirls of white running through it. She felt at ease and a sense of calm rushed through her. A threat to her was now disposed of and she was glad for it. 
" You couldn't have told me you were fucking Vampire Napalm with that mind melding shit of yours? Maybe given me an idea of what the hell was going to happen to that son of a bitch?" He was once again standing upright behind her. He turned his face in front of hers and took her in. 
"Sorry." she said softly. Everything else around them was quiet it seemed silly to fill the void with the sound of her own voice.
" That's all you got?" He gently pulled her head back taking another look at her neck. His hands dropped when he saw she had already begun to heal.
" Under the circumstances I'm afraid so." She grabbed his hands " Well there is one more thing. Thank you." 
Sam shook his head. How'd he end up in the middle of this kind of shit? Just when he thought he'd seen it all. He would never think that again after tonight. Anything was possible. Plain and simple. He ran his hands through his hair and pushed the last of the death stress from his body. 
" Help me clean this up?" He didn't want any trace of what had just happened her lingering by his back door come morning. Rebecca didn't have the heart to tell him this wasn't the first jellied Vampire to know this ground. 
" Of course. Show me to the shovels." he did and they worked quickly putting the remains of Maarten in sacks and tossing him into the swamp. 
They stood at the edge of the water starring at the moon shining across it's surface.
" Think we'll have to save that run for another time. I think I'm bout done." She looked up to find his face wasn't grim. In fact the corner of his lips were turned upward. 
" Well if your tired" she replied innocently, patting his arm to let him know she understood. 
Her reaction set Sam to laughing. She rolled her eyes and watched him with amusement of her own. When he stopped she took his arm " Come on funny man what do you say we call it a night." 
When they reached the trailer Sam stopped short of the front step. " Not sure I'm comfortable with you heading home by yourself." He wasn't sure he wanted to be alone here right now either. 
" I'll be fine Sam" and so will you she sent to him silently. He started to protest again when a familiar voice rang out from the darkness. 
" I will see that she makes it home safely Mr. Merlotte." Mason's frame moved from the shadows and took it's place next to her. " I can assure you she will be well looked after. I can also assure you that you will not be bothered further." Sam looked from Mason to her. 
" Go inside Sam. Get some sleep." She hugged him and while he let her she planted the seed that would ensure he would rest easy. " Thank you again." 
" I'd say anytime but you'd know I was lying." There was nothing but the truth in that. " You got her?"  
" I do." Sam knew that Mason was far better a protector than he could be so with one last look he turned and went inside. 
   Rebecca handed the keys to Mason he had come on foot rushing from the house the moment Maarten had grabbed her. He had arrived in time to see his end but had stayed hidden in order to watch for any other trouble and to not freak Sam out any further than he already was.
" There was no other way Rebecca. His death was a certainty. It was only a matter of when,how and by whom." She knew of at least three people in her life who would have gladly done it themselves. Another who would have died trying. She was glad that he had not been here. 
" I believe he had hoped to find you alone and tonight despite Sam's heroic ideas you were closer than you have been since he arrived."
 Mason knew all she did. Had seen and felt every moment and the connection was now clear. She had never seen Maarten before, he had not been there when Alexander had died. She'd have remembered him instantly. Clearly he took acceptation to what had happened after but the question was how he had come to know of her part in what had happened. 
"It is quite possible he knew nothing but your connection to Alexander. That might have been enough." Maarten had been a vengeful Vampire. It had taken little to slight him and he was prone to latching on to hatred and letting it feed him until he had gotten his revenge. Rebecca's mere existence would have been more than enough. 
Something about the situation struck Mason as funny for his low throaty grunt like laugh suddenly filled the space between them. "  Human Napalm... Sam's face..." He stopped and wiped away invisible tears. She sat in her seat quietly and let him have at it. It was to nice to have him acting in such a comfortable way with her. She hated to ruin it by being combative. 
As he pulled to a stop in front of Belle Vita the serious side of him returned. " You handled yourself well tonight." The calm she had displayed tonight had eased his mind. 
She had unleashed no magic and simply had let the nature of the beast accosting her take his most logical steps. She had read him, learned what she could without him knowing. That is until it was to late for him to do anything with it she had suppressed her anger but it had still been present. She couldn't have help the dig right before the end. He had after all tried to kill her. Most importantly though she had kept herself and Sam intact. His death would have been the one she wouldn't have been able to live with. 
" Thank you Mason." She bid him goodnight as they parted ways but it was only as she reached for the doorknob of the tailer he replied. His voice rang through her head for the first time in days. It was a good sign. She leaned against the railing looking up at the house and breathed in the night. The last hour had been one better forgotten but she couldn't help but feel it had also signaled the beginning of an ending. Maarten's presence had been the first clue that something was amiss. He had been the one feeding Debbie information, in exchange for his blood and now he was gone. All that was left was for Alcide to find Debbie. Once she was contained she felt that the dark cloud hanging over Bell Vita would certainly dissipate. There was a breeze coming off of the water and she stood and watched the fireflies dance at it's edge. She ran her hands across the soreness of her upper arms. Even in the dark she could still see the fingerprints the Vampire had left behind on her skin. They would be gone before she saw Alcide again. Still she hated to have to tell him the tale of what had transpired tonight. He hadn't been happy to leave her here to go look for Debbie. The lack of choice in such matters would weigh heavy on him no matter what the circumstances. It was just another addition to the internal debate of his two sides. Inside the pocket of her jeans her phone began to to buzz. She hadn't heard from Alcide all day and the sight of his his name flashing across her screen at three am in the morning made her heart jump. 
" Hello?" she answered. 
" We found her." spoke the voice on the other side of the line. Her question had been answered. 


ALCIDE
                                                                                                                                   

His lead had taken him from Arizona to Vegas. He'd taken a plane out west but had driven the trek between states and it was the time on the open road between stops that had been the most difficult. His companions were not talkers and the music only drowned out the thoughts running through his head so long. He had quite a bit of time to think about things. What he was going to do when he found Debbie was second only to how Rebecca was doing back at Belle Vita. He was on a mission and the sooner he completed it the sooner her could get home. He'd gotten a lashing from his Dad before he'd left, to many people were looking at him in a way he didn't like and yelling about it seemed to be his only solution. Alcide's first priority had to be getting the talk running through the pack stopped. Finding Debbie would go a long way in making that happen. He'd struck out in Arizona getting there just a day to late. He'd known he was on the right track though because her scent was still all over the torn up hotel room. Seemed Debbie wasn't alone though. She had brought a fellow Were along for the ride. He was probably to dumb to realize he was being used and that if need be she'd use him as a human shield to make another break for it. The next logical step seemed to be Vegas. Debbie had a cousin there and he figured she would try and find someone who would put up with her shit in the name of family. 
When he arrived in Vegas the cousin first said she had no idea where Debbie was but then a day later had called and told Alcide to come and get her. She had no idea what her cousin was but she knew she was a V junkie, she had shown up over the shoulder of some biker doped out of her mind. She didn't want any part of the kind of trouble Debbie could bring to her door. The Vampires in Vegas were bad news, one taste of V and you were likely to disappear into the desert without a trace. There hadn't been much small talk or much of a fight. Debbie had been passed out cold and her cousin a girl barely out of her teens had just wanted them gone. He had driven to the outskirts of Vegas and settled into a Were safe house before calling Becca to let her know what was going on. She had been pleased to hear his news and now he found himself following her instructions and crossing the New Mexico border. Rebecca knew a woman she thought would help. A Were/Witch who used her magic to clean up and straighten out those whom everyone else has given up on. She specialized in dealing with the supernatural. What had sold him on the idea was when Rebecca told him that if she couldn't fix Debbie she'd have no problem killing her. 
Elise he learned once he arrived at her facility outside of Taos was a no-nonsense slip of a woman, who at first sight would frighten no one but after spending a few hours in her company he had no doubt that she could handle anyone and anything that was thrown at her. He had wanted to leave right away after hearing what had happened with the Vamp back in Bon Temps but Elise had insisted her stick around and Rebecca had told him she was fine and that he should do as Elise instructed. Debbie' detox was brutal and at the end of his three day stint watching her go from being meek and full of remorse to being full of venom and changing uncontrollably he understood why he and his pack mates had been asked to stay. It had often taken all of them and then some to keep her under control. Elise bid them farewell before dawn Friday morning and he had danced in his seat all the way back to Louisiana on the red-eye. He drove like a mad man towards Shreveport and just about lost control of the truck when he caught sight of the Bon Temps exit sign. He felt the strength of her pull from the highway and he had to blink back the image of waves of energy humming in the air as he passed by. The force of her nature had spread to the highway and Alcide couldn't help but wonder how many others besides himself would see what he saw or could feel what he felt. She knew he was near,he could see her welcoming smile but she made no attempt to tempt him to her. He dropped off his men,checked in with his sister and made an appearance at the office to have a talk with his father and fill him in on the last few days. There would be a pack meeting the next night and would make his presence known throughout the weekend just to satisfy his Father and everyone else who had anything to say about him not being around as of late. When he left the office his Father was the calmest he had seen him in weeks. Crisis now contained he could get back to business, which probably meant a poker game and a loss of his shirt by dawn. Alcide worried about that for as long as it took him to get back onto the road. He didn't even waist time going to his apartment. Everything he needed was waiting for him up in Bon Temps. 
  When he finally pulled into the drive of Belle Vita it was close to five. He was dead tired but the closer he got to that driveway the more hyped up he had gotten. Despite being so close to shutting down for the week the crew was hard at work on the exterior of the house and when he stepped out of the truck he had to stop at the back end to take in his surroundings. He had just caught Max's eye and motioned him over when something running out onto the porch distracted him. Rebecca came to a squealing halt just inches from the steps, her shoes making enough noise to get everyone around her's attention. She was wearing shorts and a bright green tee with her hair tied back in a bandana and even though she was working to control the muscles on her face she was glowing from end to end at the sight of him. The sight of her trying to contain herself,making an effort to respect his desire to keep things quiet when the crew was around was enough to melt any resolve he had left on that matter. He let a smile fill his face and then he called silently to her. " Come on already get over here."
In a flash she was off the porch and running towards him. He could see through his peripheral vision everyone stopping what they were doing to watch but his main focus was on her and setting himself for impact. She jumped into his open arms wrapping herself around him. He closed her in and held her tightly,she smelled like strawberries and the sun and holding her filled him with joy. 
" Mrs Whitstaff brought strawberries from her garden this morning, we made shortcake for lunch and MY GOD you feel like a bazillion dollars." she sent to him burying her face in his neck. 
He pulled her back with both hands placing them on each side of her face and took her in. " You good?" She'd been attacked by a pissed off Vampire just a few days before but looking at her you would never be able to tell. 
" I am now" she replied back. Thinking though that she would be better if he would only kiss her. 
He gave her a crooked grin and with his thumbs running across her cheeks let her pull him into her. As their lips meet the silence that had enveloped them irrupted in cheers as all of the crew voiced their joy that Alcide had finally got off the pot. 
They both laughed and he squirmed at being the center of attention but Rebecca would have non of it. She went off hooting and hollering with the rest of them all the while filling his face with kisses and squeezing him ever harder. 
" And to think I've only been gone five days. Can't imagine what I'd come back to if I stayed away any longer." He kissed her one last time and then put her down but didn't free her completely, he wrapped his arm across her shoulders as she encircles his waist with hers and they both turned towards the house. He knew his face was red and the shit eating grins surrounding him was only making it worse. 
" All right now that's enough. You all get cleaned up and get the hell out of here. The weekend is calling." 
More cat calls,eye brow raises and shoulder bumps ran through the crew. They all had an idea of what that really meant. 
" They all think you want them gone so we can go at it." Rebecca sent to him with a giggle. 
" Yeah Becca I can read that just fine without you telling me." He sent back. 
She bumped him and he lost his grip on her for a moment " Now don't make me throw you over my shoulder and spank your sassy ass in front of everyone." She gave him an eyebrow raise of her own but let him bring her back to him without a fight. 
" All right you guys you heard the boss he said to get cleaned up and get out of here. Since when any of you need and excuse to start a weekend. MOVE IT!!" He'd have expected it from Max but it wasn't his voice that rang out it was Crawfish. Now standing where Rebecca had been literally kicking people off the porch and kicking their butts in gear. Max stood in the middle his arms folded looking stern and when Crawfish caught his eye he jumped back a step and swallowed hard. Max's face crumbled and he bent over in laughter and as Alcide passed him he gave him a slap on the shoulder " Way to have my back." 
Crawfish grinned from ear to ear and then turned the color of his name sake when Rebecca reached up and ruffled his hair and planted a kiss on his cheek. 
" Thanks Red for starting that fire" She nodded her head toward the crew who were now just minutes from pulling out of the drive. 
" Anything for you Ms. Rebecca. You two enjoy your evening. " He gave her a wink and a smile and then took a look at Alcide to make sure there were no objections to it. 
" Ya'll enjoy your weekends" Rebecca called out to everyone and hand and hand they walked inside and shut out all the noise behind them. 
Before the door had clicked close he had her up against it. The kisses he put to her then had no hesitation, there were no eyes watching and there was no need to control where he kissed her, where he put his hands on her body or what all of it was doing to him. She willingly let him pull her in and lift her propping her up between him and the door so he could manhandle her easier. He'd have taken her right then up against that door but for the second time in that situation the phone in his pocket started to ring. 
" Your sister again to" she said with a sigh and an laugh filled with irony. This time though there would be no fight after the call ended. 
She started to walk away as he reached to get the phone and he grabbed her arm " Don't go anywhere this will just take a second." 
She smiled sweetly and removed his hand " You talk then go upstairs and get cleaned up. I'll bring you something to eat. You've more than showed me how much I was missed  and now you need to unwind and chill out for a bit." He gave her a pleading look as he said Hello and asked Janice to hang on a second. 
" Alcide you look like a puppy who's lost his bone. I ain't going no where. Now talk to your sister." She retreated down the hall with an extra sashay just for him and he climbed the stairs as he talked. The conversation was quick just an update on a favor he'd asked his sister to take care of for him and within a minute he'd tossed the phone on the dresser chucked his clothes on the floor and headed into the bathroom. Now completed he looked longingly at the whirlpool tub but decided he wanted to christen that in a totally different way so he settled for the shower which had turned out just as well as the mural in the kitchen. The stars that ran through the night sky twinkled in the lights and from what he was told would shine along with the moon when the room was dark as well. The ran his hands across the cool golden tiles and thought of how the real thing dictated so much of his life. What he wouldn't give for it to be different though he supposed these days the need he had to shed his other skin permanently had turned dull and distant. He turned on the shower heads, situated in a way that they hit him from above and the sides, scalding hot water that kneaded all of his aching muscles and washed the last few days down the drain. He took sat down on the built in seat and let the pulsating heads concentrate on his upper back and shoulders. His body free of tension he realized once again how tired he was. He'd slept very little while he was away and now that he was home and several of his worries were off the table there was little to keep him from actually getting some rest. He just wanted a few more hours before passing out and if stayed where he was he would probably fall out right there. He turned off the water dried off and wrapped the towel around his waist. Rebecca was not in the room but the food she had promised was sitting on the coffee table waiting for him. The smells coming from across the room made his stomach growl and when he sat down he saw that everything in front of him was meant to comfort. Fresh made biscuits with butter and blackberry jam,beef stew on a bed of rice, some collards and a piece of the strawberry shortcake. He poured himself a glass of tea from the pitcher and then dug in. It didn't take long before everything was gone and he sat back on the couch and took in the empty plates guiltily. He'd have to make up for this meal this weekend. His body may have enjoyed every bite of it but it would cost him more than it was worth if he didn't work it off somehow. Thoughts of how to get a work out ran though his head and of course the easiest way would be for Rebecca to show her pretty little ass and let him finish what he had started downstairs. He called for her and she replied to hold his thought she'd be up in a few. He laid his head back and closed his eyes, it couldn't hurt to give them a rest while he waited. He was out like a light in seconds. 
   His eyes fought him but he finally managed to pry them open. The room was dark and with a start he sat up when he looked out the window behind him and saw that the night sky glimmering back at him. He threw his legs off the edge ran his hands across his face and rubbed his eyes. Once able to focus he found the clock by the bed and saw that it was almost eight thirty. He'd been sleeping just over three hours but it felt like much more. The towel that had been around him when he'd dozed off was gone replaced by the throw that usually hung across the back of the couch. Rebecca apparently had made it up to him eventually and managed to strip him and lie him flat without him even realizing it. Sometimes she really was scary strong he thought. From the corner of right eye he saw a shadow cross the beam of light coming from the closet. She was also freakishly quiet. He knew it had to be her the shadow was far to big to have been one of the cats. He stood but had to wait until his legs woke up and the dizziness left his head before heading to the door. She stood at the end her back to him the criss-cross of blue strings running across her back. She was petting Saffy who was resting on her personal perch and Emmy was at her feet working on her fur. She stopped for a second put a paw to her Mother's leg as if to signal his arrival and then when back to work. 
" I see you got your present." His voice came out huskier than normal he cleared his throat and tried again. " You look even better in it than the last time."
She turned her face aglow with a smile and a bit of shimmer. She was more made up than he had seen her before and while he loved her fresh faced the bombshell look set him off as well. She could stop a room with way she looked at the moment. 
" I must say that your taste is quite refined for a country boy." She slinked over to him and he took her arm and gave her a twirl when she got to him. 
" I may be a simple backwoods contractor but I know what will look good on that ass." He grinned and gave her a slap. He hadn't expected she'd get it so soon. 
" Janice brought it over a while ago. She said you asked her to have it delivered by no one was going to do that shit on a Friday night so she just brought it herself." Rebecca shrugged and giggled as Alcide rolled his eyes. 
" Ask a simple favor and all you get is sass and shit." 
" It was quite cute actually. I think she just wanted an excuse to get the hell out of Shreveport for the night. She's downstairs watching TV and nursing a beer." 
He supposed he couldn't blame her at the moment he didn't want to be there either. 
" You two going out somewhere?" he didn't think Rebecca got dressed up to hang around the house. 
" Just to Merlotte's, Sookie invited us down for a few celebratory drinks and Sam promised to let me have a glass or two of the good shit he keeps locked up under the bar." For the first time she gave him a proper once over. " You, I think are a bit under dressed for going anywhere." She put her hand to her mouth and lifted her eyes to the heavens. 
"Don't think Sam will appreciate your showing up in birthday suit even though he's been known to go running around the woods in his." She looked him up and down again. " Now I personally don't mind but hey you have to go with what is comfortable for the majority." She ran a hand across his chest and then pointed to his recently cleaned clothes hanging in a empty section of the closet near where he stood. " I know this room frightens you but that space is for you. Fill it up, leave it empty or sit that duffle in the spot and call it a day." She gave him a slap and walked out of the room. 
He dressed quickly and re-entered the bedroom just as she was placing the throw back in it's place. 
" Can't believe I feel out like that. I was sitting there waiting for you to come up and then, gone." He sat down and watched as she fiddled around the room. She straightened the comforter, took her hairbrush back into the bathroom and then started digging through the drawers of her jewelry box.
" You were really tired and needed to get some sleep." she shrugged finally finding what she was looking for. 
He watched her as she tried several times to clasp the necklace around her throat. Each time she grew a bit more annoyed. He was on her in the blink of an eye taking both ends of the necklace and snapping them together. He let his hand run down the length of the necklace and sat the center stone gently against her skin. 
" You got something to tell me Becca?" He smelled her guilt. It was mingled with lavender and honeysuckle but he could smell a woman with something to hide from a mile a way. Even the best of liars had a tell. Rebecca's was getting agitated at little things and the inability to stand still. 
" I slipped you a magical mickey." her response came tumbling out " You were tired but you'd have never agreed to get some rest hyped up as you were so I slipped a little something to help you sleep in your tea."
" So that wasn't mint?" He teased pressing her against the dresser. 
She bite down on her lip and shook her head. " Nope" 
He leaned down and kissed her collar bone. " I ain't even gonna pretend to be mad at ya." She maneuvered her face in front of his and kissed him sweetly. Whatever it was she had given him made him feel great. More relaxed than he'd been in days. She had been concerned and she'd been right but still " Next time tell me first."
" I promise" she said into his lips. 
" Hey are we ever getting out of here? came a voice tinged with annoyance from the bottom of the stairs. 
Alcide marched out the door and leaned over " Keep you God Damned pants on Janice." He was getting tired of his sister cock blocking him. 
Rebecca had followed him out the door and was now walking across the landing. 
" Come on now it's Friday night, your sisters itching to get her drink on and we have a couple of things to celebrate ourselves. I'm especially looking forward to walking in on your arm now that you've finally decided to not be ashamed of me." 
She threw her head back and laughed at his shock from the last part letting him know that she knew that nothing could be further from the truth. " Get your shoes on and get the lead out." 
He pulled on his boots and bounded down the stairs. The ladies were whispering by the front door. Janice gave him a pointed look and a middle finger both of which he ignored while opening the door for them.
When Janice went to get into her own car Alcide started to protest but Rebecca cut him off with a slap in the chest. " She's already agreed to give me her keys when we get there so let her drive so I don't have to hear the two of you go at it all the way into town. 
" All right but you get to fight with her when she gets plastered and goes back on her word." Janice was a real angry drunk. 
" If she gets to bad I'll just have Sam or Lafayette throw her in the walk-in freezer til she cools off." She snuggled up next to him and he wrapped his arm around her shoulder. They talked about the serious stuff on the drive each wanting to fill in the few remaining blanks they had about their time apart. He could feel Rebecca's contentment. The first weeks in her new home hadn't gone as smoothly as she would have liked. But that had started to change after the full moon and now the other two things that stood in the way of her peace of mind were gone as well. Rebecca seemed to only see the silver linings. He still felt the fear and pain that went along with that night in the clearing at Belle Vita and the hate he felt for Debbie's part in the whole thing. He'd also have liked to have gotten his hands on Fabio the Vampire and found out what the hell he had against Rebecca to make him come after her like he did. He'd also liked to have been the one to do him in, the idea of him touching Rebecca much less tasting her made him crazy. 
Once they pulled in to the lot of Merlotte's the conversation stopped and their evening began. Despite not having her all to himself, he was ready to let loose and let his hair down. Beside him Rebecca giggled at the mental image and he nudged her gently with his elbow which she took and pulled her arm through. It was their first time out as a couple. This made him feel better about heading towards the lights of Merlotte's. The last time he had been her he'd made an ass out of himself he wasn't sure he'd be all that welcomed back. 
As if on cue Sam came from around the corner of the bar, heading straight for them. He caught up with them just as they reached the front entrance. 
"Rebecca, was coming back from the trailer when I saw you two pull in." He greeted her and then gave her a once over. Rebecca tilted her head back so he could get a good look at her neck. " You are one tough chick." he shook his head and then turned his attention to him.
"Alcide, you just get back?"
" Few hours ago." He looked the shifter in the eye and held out his hand. Neither of them were good with apologies or with accepting gratitude so when Sam's hand met his an understanding passed between them. 
" Well then all that traveling must have left you thirsty come on in and let's see if we can get you drunk. I promised the little pistol here some of the good shit." He ushered them inside and lead them to what he referred to as Rebecca's booth and then went to the bar to grab them something to drink. Alcide had watched the reactions as they had entered the bar. Sookie who was sitting with his sister and her brother smiled and waved.  He saw something silently pass between her and Rebecca whatever it was made his girl hold on to him tighter and smile brightly herself. Jason looked jealous and Tara who was behind the bar had looked like she thought they were nuts. 
" Well shit look who decided to come up out the closet?" Layafette came into view as they settled into the booth across from each other. " Bout damned time. You don't keep something that looks like that hiding in the backwoods even in this back water town. This, he leaned against Rebecca's side of the booth and pointed down at her " is a class A sexy bitch." 
" I know Lafayette, why do you think I like to keep her to myself in that backwoods shack of hers." Rebecca smirked and Layafette jutted his head back and then slapped his palm across Rebecca's.
" Well play on playa, PLAY ON. You be sure to break her off good." He looked down at Rebecca and whispered " and you be sure to tell me all about it." Rebecca laughed.
"Rebecca" he sent her silently. He had this image of them sitting around the living room painting each others toe nails and talking about the size of their boyfriends dicks. 
" What? I'm humoring him." Alcide knew that wasn't exactly true when she laughed again this time because of the thoughts running through his head.
" Jesus not coming by tonight?" She asked. Now she was just fucking with him. He turned around in his seat to see where the hell Sam was with the beer. 
" He's paying the bills. He'll be round later." Sam returned then, giving Lafayette a look that sent him scurrying back towards the kitchen. He gave Rebecca a flamboyant wink and a wave from behind Sam's back. 
" Here you go." he sat a beer down in front of him a tumbler full of dark liquor in front of Rebecca. Holly will be round to take care of you two. Foods on me as well as the pistols scotch. The rest of the drinks are on Sookie. She's in a real good mood tonight. She said she'd be over in a bit doesn't want to leave your sister alone with Jason."
" Alcide" Rebecca warned when he turned around to where the three were sitting. Sookie was in the middle. His sister knowing Jason's reputation and his recent history didn't look interested but after a few drinks he apparently became more appealing. He was thinking of going over and bringing them back now when Rebecca distracted him by taking off the little sweater she'd been wearing over her dress. 
He cursed silently at the sight of newly exposed flesh. The curves of her breasts cupped by a thin layer of cloth. He knew what was underneath and he forgot whatever it was he'd been thinking about before and started to imagine how easy it would be to strip her down so he could see the rest of her. She'd caught him off guard and the thrill of these moments was something he hoped he never lost. He could look at her for hours and then a simple move of her head or turn of her hip would show him something new, a bit of exposed skin or a slight curve in her body and it would send him reeling. His heart was pounding in his chest, his mouth was watering and he was pretty sure he was numb from the waist down. 
" Alcide?" Rebecca head was cocked to the side trying to figure out where he had gone to. " You in there?"
" Yeah, Yeah... right here." He did the best he could to shut his thoughts down. She'd go looking if he wasn't careful and she'd seen far to much of that part of his mind already. 
" I was apologizing, back at the house I forgot to thank you for my present. It's beautiful and I truly love it. She ran her hand across the fabric covering her chest. 
" Looks better on you than I'd imagined." He smiled devilishly but tried not to look swarmy at the same time. He didn't want to be leering at her like a leech from across the booth.
Rebecca sat up straight and leaned back against the seat, arching her back and giving him an even better view. Her lips parted slightly and she stared at him with a knowingly, seductively. She bit down on her lower lip as she took a look around the room. " Soooooo the dress meets your approval."
" The dress is nice but the woman wearing it is what does it for me." She still wasn't looking at him but smiled and ran her tongue across her top teeth. Rebecca's looked very naughty. 
" So you like what you see Mr. Herveaux?" Something was happening to those around them. The noise level dimmed, the light seemed to get brighter, the air thinner. 
"Yes." He said quietly. Rebecca was up to no good. Slowly her gaze turned back to him. Her eyes were lined and shaped to look like a cat and at the moment Alcide felt very much like potential prey. 
" How much?" she locked her gaze with his. 
" How much do I like what I see?" He felt his pupils grow wide as he saw the light in Rebecca's eyes grow a deeper shade of green. 
" Yes" she replied " How much?" from beneath him he heard something tap against the tile and then he felt the tips of Rebecca's toes move through his jeans and scrap across the skin of his shin. 
" Very much" he sent to her unable to find his voice as her foot moved slowly up the leg of his pants and made it's way to his crotch. 
" Very much indeed" she giggled when she got there. 
" For fucks sake" He screamed into his own head. He wanted to look around to see if anyone had noticed what was happening. Sure that if they hadn't the look on his face would give him and them away. He may run around naked from time to time but getting a rub job in the middle of a crowded bar hadn't been on his bucket list. 
" You've done a lot worse in the middle of a crowded bar." she sent him with a snarky tone. He had, but a bar full of were's hardly counted. 
 " Don't worry hun, they can't see a damned thing. You could scream your head off while busting the greatest nut ever and not a one of them would look up from their burgers. Now sit back and relax" She pushed him back with a jolt of power and tucked her foot underneath him moving it back and forth which caused such incredible friction he heard the snap of sparks. 
" If they can't see anything why don't you just hop on over here in my lap and finish this proper." His thought of coming over to get her was meet with a shove against the seat back. 
" You stay put mister" a shudder ran through him, his hands went from gripping the table to in between his legs where he grabbed her foot guiding it to where he wanted it to go. 
" Nothing I'd like more than to be over there right now but if I move I risk loosing my concentration and then this wall I built will come tumbling down and everything surrounding us will come rushing in. I can stop what I am doing now and within seconds no one would no the wiser. If I come over there and get all worked up, there will be no explaining away the ride-um-cowboy stance now would there?" 
" We'd be banned from here forever." At that moment he'd be willing to take that chance.
She grinned widely and applied more pressure. He felt like her hands were all over him caressing his skin right through the clothes covering it. Every inch of him was on fire he'd let her take control of his body and she was now pulling his strings in her own magical way. The tea earlier wasn't the only thing she had spiked, from the first time he'd kissed her he'd felt her flowing through his blood. She'd become another part of him, a piece he'd surely not be able to live without. The rhythm of his heart kept coming faster and faster. He felt a similar fire flow through him when the change started to take him but he wasn't afraid he was going to wolf out. 
" Never let that happen love."  He trusted the her voice in his head, he was as protected by her side as she was by his. He leaned back and let go of what control he had left. 
     The bubble around them burst, bright white little pieces as his release ran through him the waves of which kept hitting the back of his eyelids, Rebecca was no longer physically touching him but she was still touching him mentally and he shook rather violently whenever she caressed a soft spot. 
" Alcide you all right?" Sookie's voice broke through the connection his eyes flew open and his head snapped to his right. 
She was standing looking more than a little puzzled and waiting for an answer. Sookie was blocking everyone from seeing him and he gave thanks for that but he still couldn't find his voice. 
Rebecca answered for him " He fell asleep while I was talking to him which is a total insult but other than that he's perfectly fine." 
He shook the cobwebs off, blinking his eyes and giving his body a stretch. " Sorry Becca guess that nap wasn't enough."  
Janice joined them " Jesus Alcide what the hell happened to you? You look like you've had the shit kicked out of you."
He returned her middle finger from earlier. His sister could totally ruin a wet dream. 
" Literally" Rebecca sent into his head. He gave her a PLEASE BE GOOD glare but he had to admit she was right.
" Alcide fell asleep" Sookie explained with a bit of a gapped grin that told him she wasn't really buying the story. 
" Ladies let me move over there if you don't mind" The move had nothing to do with her not wanting either woman sitting next to him ( for very different reasons)  and everything to do with Rebecca's desire to be near him. He moved over in the booth and she slid in next to him. She placed her hand on his thigh which instantly calmed him, the twitching stopped,his heartbeat slowed and he finally found his voice.
" Thanks" he whispered into her ear lingering for a second to take in her scent. 
" Your very welcome" She replied silently. She kissed him lightly with those fiery lips " For all of it. " 
" You're gonna keep doing that kind of shit to me aren't you?" She threw him curve balls at every turn. Nothing in his life would ever be ordinary with her on his arm. He'd known his own kind, had lovers who drove him crazy but Rebecca was finding new edges to hang on to. He was afraid he'd never be able to firmly plant himself before she shook him again. 
" I'm just getting started." her fingers moved across the back of his neck and her eyes sparkled with secrets he'd have to wait to unlock. 
He shook his head and went to kiss her again when she crooked her head just slightly to remind him they weren't alone. He took a look and found Sookie was beaming, Janice was grossed out. Alcide was amused.
 " Well fuck me is that a real smile on your face brother?" Janice exclaimed.
He continued to smile as he placed his beer to his lips. He couldn't be mad at her. It was just as much of a shock to him as it was to her. 
" Rebecca I got to hand it to you your a God damned real as hell miracle worker." She pointed to Alcide " That face hasn't seen a smile in at least fifteen years. The muscles must be killing him from lack of use."
"Nothing you can say or do lil sis is going to change it either. So nip the wise cracks and order another beer." He was chill and comfortable, feeling like he really did have something to celebrate. He took Rebecca's hand in the booth between them squeezed it tight and let in the sights and sounds of the night.
REBECCA

                                                                                                                                    
As the night wore on more people came to join them. Their booth was abandoned and several tables were put together so that they could all converse with greater ease. She'd gotten a text from Crawfish and had invited him to drive over which he did in record time and now he and Alcide were bantering back and forth about some mishap that had happened while he'd been away. Alcide was red faced and animated bouncing back and forth between anger and laughter at Crawfish's explanations and responses. They had always been friendly enough, shared a healthy respect for one another but now they shared a mutual admiration. It was nice to know that Alcide had someone of his ilk who he could talk to and who understood what he had here and felt the same way he did. If Rebecca had learned anything about her new friend it was that he was loyal, Alcide had given him a chance when so many others had passed him over or treated him like he didn't exist. He lived his pack life feeling like an outsider,accepted but only because of his nature. He had often been sent the shit jobs, the ones that those who were expendable were sent to do. He'd always known it didn't matter one way or another if he'd come back. Alcide was one of the few people who had never treated him poorly and that was something Crawfish would never forget. He'd found a good place when he'd started working for Herveaux construction and he didn't want to loose it. In Rebecca he had found someone on the outside who understood and talked to him honestly and didn't think him less than a joke. Crawfish's alliances sat at the table and she and Alcide were in need of people they could count on. 
Crawfish had been forthcoming with his worries about the goings on in the pack and Rebecca had been glad he'd felt comfortable to let her into a place Alcide had not.  Giving her the 411 wasn't something he did callously or without reservations but Crawfish was an observer like her and right now he didn't like what he was seeing one bit. Tonight though none of that was even being thought about,not that they would have a conversation about the state of things back home here. Still it was nice to see a formidable bond forming between the two men. 
Jessica and Hoyt were perched to her right and Terry had been nice enough to take over for Layafette when Jesus showed up. Sam sat across from her the bottle of scotch between them and Tara came around from behind the bar from time to time. Seems she couldn't help but feel the pull of the laughter and the need to not be left out of the fun. She had been most surprised when Alcide had invited Jason over and even more so when he actually accepted and then behaved himself. She knew that both gestures were for Sookie's benefit and she was proud that both of them were big enough to do what was right and not let any lingering animosity damper everyone's good time. She was surrounded by fresh happy faces, the first time she had been truly incased in such a way since she'd left her Mother's home. She had no problem being on her own, a solitary was always part of her definition but at the moment she was profoundly aware of the pleasures that came when in the company of others sharing good food, drink and conversation. She could shine in a room full of strangers, mingle and meld into the crowd giving them a smile and make them feel at ease but it took much more work to really engage yourself and try to build something more substantial. She realized that she had already shared many bonding moments with the people at the table with her. They had listened to her stories, had shared in her heartaches, knew many of her secrets, taken care of her when she was sick and she'd had even had sex with two of them. What a difference a few weeks can make. These turn of events were more than she could have ever hoped for. She felt connected to a place and the people in it and was no longer just walking mindlessly through her existence. She scanned the faces of her new friends and wistfully thought of one other she wished were there, William who see knew was walking around their properties that night feeling a bit lonely but pleased at the same time to have the wood to himself again. It would have been to much to expect him to be welcomed at the table, maybe someday but not yet and even Rebecca knew she could not influence the time it would take to heal wounds made before her time. And then there was her oldest dearest friend, Mason who was but minutes away, but was completely out of reach. She had no idea what he was doing or if he would be home when she returned. There was nothing but a dark void in that part of her. 
Why was it that when certain things in your life seem to fall into place others have to fall apart? She let a smile smooth the frown that had moved across her face as Sam poured her another glass and tipped his up to her. He was feeling no pain at the moment happy to be just numb, hell happy to be alive. He'd stolen a few moments to ask after her and the situation they'd both been in the other night. No one had come sniffing around looking for Maarten and she assured him no one would ever trace him back to him or his place. Mason had made sure of that. That worry was all but quashed, the ends may be a bit loose but she'd be willing to let them be and except the quiet that came with Maarten's true death and Debbie's detoxing incarceration. The storm clouds receded but she still kept an eye on the sky just in case. Maarten had been a piece of a puzzle she'd thought had been completed long ago. With nothing else to go on she could only hope she hadn't missed any others. Their glasses clinked together with a thud which splashed the scotch down her hand and she swiftly put her lips to the droplets. The shit was expensive and there was no cause to waist any of it. 
" I think you got it all"  She stopped midway up her wrist and looked out of the corner of her eye. Alcide and Crawfish had both stopped talking and were looking squarely at her. In fact almost everyone was. The men looked appreciative, the woman looked like they were ready to laugh at the men's reaction and at her for causing it. 
" What," she exclaimed " Where I come from waisting good liquor is a sin." She gave her wrist an exaggerated lick and slurp then threw her head back and laughed. Being the first gave everyone else freedom to join in without feeling bad and after a few minutes of teasing her something else came along to take control of the conversation. Alcide's eyes stayed on her and she had to call on air to cool down the heat of his gaze. He was still reeling from what had transpired between them earlier, so was she but for different reasons. The pleasures of it was all that ran through his mind, hers was trying to absorb the energy that was running through her. Her current was strong, she was a walking live wire and tonight she had thrown out some serious sparks. Alcide assumed it had always been in her, that she was always capable of things she was slowly clueing him in on but in reality Rebecca had been shocked she'd been able to do it. To simultaneously block out an entire room, creating a wall around them that kept everyone moving but unaware and also constantly feeding Alcide sexually had taken a lot of concentration and should have drained her. But she hadn't felt any different after. If anything she felt more charged up. The fire inside her was growing wild, she had felt like this once before but the circumstances had been vastly different. She was happier than she had been in years and the difficulties that she had found recently rolled off her without the usual melodramatics. She shouldn't be worried how her abilities were manifesting themselves but having them come back so strong, so quickly and without any real provocation at times gave her pause. What was it that had changed? Was it this place? Or finding Alcide? Or simply a reawakening of her core after a very long sleep. As she sipped she remembered a recently given promise to Mason. One that she intended to keep. Despite their issues she needed to tell him how she was feeling. He'd want to know. She resolved to speak with him as soon as possible. She figured he would request she speak to her Aunt or Mother as well. That would be much harder for her to do. She put the seed of resolve in her head now so hopefully by the time she had to do it it would have grown large enough for it not to be so difficult. 
" Rebecca" Sookie sat down next to her. " Alcide just told me he was going to be staying in Shreveport this weekend and was wondering since I'm off if you'd want to hang out." They'd talked alright. Alcide felt guilty for leaving her again so soon and Sookie didn't want her to be alone. 
" Sure thing, we can work on your tan and I got that research I told you about. We can go through it and talk Sup. That is if your up for it?" Sookie had been to polite to ask but the smile on her face said she was more than up for it. Sookie couldn't wait to see what she could learn about the Fae and where she fit in with them. 
They agreed since they would be out late and more than likely hung over they would play the day by ear. Whomever woke first would call the other and they would go from there. Soon Sookie's attention was called back to the party but Rebecca suddenly didn't feel like sitting. The scotch should have soothed her but her legs were restlessly bouncing up and down under the table. She also found that the more she drank the warmer she became. She excused herself from the table placing a hand on Alcide's shoulder as she passed by. Her head had started to spin the moment she stood up the multiple tumblers of scotch had finally caught up to her so she giggled to herself and walked cautiously down the hall. She'd never live it down if she fell flat on her ass in this crowd. The bathroom was empty so she went into the handicapped stall and turned on the water. She splashed her face with handfuls of cold water not caring that she was totally ruining her carefully applied make up and then soaked handfuls of paper towels. She wiped her streaked face clean carefully looking in the mirror to be sure she didn't miss anything. She frowned at her refection already missing the perfectly done cat eye she'd worked so had on earlier. She'd had very little cause to get made up since coming to Bon Temps. Unbelievably fucking hot in here she thought to herself. Grabbing yet more wet towels she took a seat rubbing the cool across the back of her neck, across her chest and down her arms. The water mixed with the cool air in the room felt fantastic but the sensation didn't last long and once she was finished peeing she gave up and tossed the paper towels in the toilet. As she washed her hands she took another look in the mirror and caught a gleam of light reflected in her eyes. She had heard Alcide's thoughts on their change in color but now she was seeing it for herself. Like many other humans it wasn't uncommon for them to change with her mood.. The different facades of her being were all awake inside her each of them fighting for control. She was more than herself at the moment and was in desperate need of a release. She knew the quickest way to get one and it would take but a matter of minutes. 
She smiled at her reflection and with much more confidence than she had going down the hall strolled back through it and into the bar to find Alcide.